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it turns out freedom aint nth but missing you
Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 12:30 AM
as all can c, i gave up on writing th letters haha. these few wks hve been rily busy...gng out. haha. nxt wk onwards it's serious work n no play): i wan poly to start soon!
17th Jan: went out w step sis n soul sister:P(mich) n dad(ivan). went to watch a movie, ate late lunch n went to take neoprints hahaha. quite a failure, but no choice since 'th fail' was thr hahaha. th machine spoiled!): but luckily we chose nice backgrounds so it didnt rily matter. n i luv th bear one:D n th house one:D then went to illuma n had tea at xin wang hong kong cafe:D tea sounds..grand n expensive(: ate some fattening stuff n iced yuanyang-mich's fave:D n started to crap thr-as usual played truth or dare tog, or shld i say we watched dad play it by himselfo: -he ans every ques himself LOL.
went to th rooftop n started chattin thr n taking jumpshots but was stopped by a security guard): so went bak home lol.
20th Jan: went to Bugis to shop:D bought lots of clothesssssss(: ttly shopping race lol. practically chionged thru every shop. then went to celebrate mum's bdae(:
24th Jan: met up w mich,xavier tek hsuen n dad. haha or shld i say step sis, to-be-mum, step mum n dad? haha aiyo dad ah. planned on gng to mindscafe but closed): then we had some poll on wat to do lol. in th end went kbox hahaha. n step mum who refused to sing initially sang! haha but dad ah.. such a nice dad, didnt want to sing for fear tt th glass would break n hurt us): ok then no more le lol
25th Jan: went w huien n beryln to kbox. yes, again haha. this time sang more high pitched songs cos dad didnt allow me to pitch as he was making weird noises._. lol then went for dinner n shoppng.
26th Jan: POSTING DAY! luv th sms hahaha:D yay NP mass comm here i come! but sad sch start so late):
ytd went out w mich n jane to buy shoes n fbts. had dinner w mich at subway aftr tt gossipfest(:
hiphop today n i finally succesfully finished first girl grp dance LOL.

one half of me tells myself to forget, th other tells myself to cling on to th memories. i press myself to move on but i keep moving forward then backwards forward then backwards again._. it's true, y be so steadfast when no one cares. n i agree. soon u'll be out of my mind n this'll save u th trouble of avoiding me. tt day will come.
simple love
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 @ 3:14 AM
Day 3: Your parents

Dear mum,

thx for bein my mum:D i knw u luv me i knw u care n when i shout u'll be thr(: thx for everything. tho i may be rebelious at times n defying ur orders but i knw u do every thing for my gd n i'll try to listen more nxt time(: will work hard to be a dutiful daughter n i alr took my first step by gng out to work to 补贴家用。虽然那些钱是给我花的。。。呵呵。我爱你就像老鼠爱大米。谢谢您当我的老妈子!我爱您!(好肉麻,呵呵)

Dear dad,

thx for bein my dad:D i knw u luv me i knw u care n when i shout u'll be thr too(: thx for everything esp waiting for me n fetching me. tho i may be rude at times it's cus i dont wan 'lose face', hehe i knw u'll forgive me for tt rite(: ty for lending me ur phone w games inside n nt nagging at me when th batt's low. thx for th funny comments too they bright my day up(: last but nt least, i luv u(:


Dear mum a.k.a ____,
even tho u dont knw th presence of ur role, thx for bein my mum even tho i knw u dont luv me i knw u dont care n when i shout u wouldnt be thr(: u actl rily sound lik my mum hehe all th advices actl sound motherly. thx for taking care of me n i will nt forget to be filial to u(:
P.S. u do care n when i shout u were rily thr(: sry dont get pissed mich n dad:p

Dear dad a.k.a ivan,
u knw th presence of ur role n yet in frnt of ur kids u flaunt ur many partners. so no thx for bein my dad haha. jk thx for bein my dad even tho i knw u dont love me(u giv all ur love to ur many partners) i knw u dont care(ur care oso giv them) n when i shout u wouldnt be thr(dad cus u forgot to dig ur ears. who ask u betray ur partners? nw they wouldnt help u dig.):p thx for bein my dad n u do giv sound advice:p they help n thx for tt n thx for nt taking care of me but i will be filial to u anw(:
P.S. as if i will. haha i will la.

Day 4: Your sibling
Dear sis,
thx for bein my sis. i knw u love me, i knw u care n when i shout u'll be thr. thx for all th late nite toks we share(: i luv playin game of life(: but i dont lik th blocks game): wait, actl i dont lik cus i everytime lose): haha thx for intro to me th word phewnies(: maybe i shall cr8 a word too(: oh n jelly loads, ur bdae comin so here's wishing u happy bdae! thx for bein my sis. u brought joy n laughter to me. ps if im kinda mean at times n bad tempered): try nt to(: luv ya(:

Dear small sis a.k.a mich,
u oso knw th presence of ur role n thx for bein my sis n i knw u love me i knw u care when i shout u'll be thr(: thx for everything in this fam but i hope u'll get along w mum. do u knw how much she suffered during labour? must be filial to her k? u dunno how to start i can help u(: (knw u pissed nw :p) i promise to take care of u too(: will protect u frm hungry bears(:

continue chattin w mich aftr this(: my job is starting to be fun yay.
Cuz i know im nt enough to make you stay.
Thursday, December 9, 2010 @ 8:06 PM
Day 3: Your crush

Dear crush,
so how r u dng now. actl, it shld be ex crush. it's hard, but i'll try. we both gotta work for our dreams n shld nt hinder each other's way. it's funny. i didnt lik u initially. for a sexist lik me(once, nt now:p), i tot u were stealing my limelight, snatching my responsibilities n making it hard for me to accept that u were my partner. then we got to work tgt, had more opp to get to know each other. then again, u were jus lik another fwen. soon in th yr, i didnt devt any feelings for u as well. until th end of th yr when we gt to know each other btr. ur maturity attracted me n th adrenaline tt u had for ur dreams increased my gd feelings for u. then we gt to know each other btr. i admired ur mature attitude towards things. actl is was due to admiring u tt i grew to lik u. then thr came a day close to an impt date whr u were willing to listen to my problems n encourage me. hve to admit, im rily grateful for tt. my feelings were put on a standhold then when thr were more impt things to take care of. then again when everything went bak to normal, i tot u were nonchalent towards our fwenship(even hvin th background knowledge tt u cared). then our differences were proved. i felt tt i would nt be able to blend in in your world. a world tt contributed largely to th society whr my dream was jus simple. in my opinion, u wud lead a life full of challenges for u to overcome whr i would jus lead a simple life, tt all came from hvin a simple n yet fufilling dream. maybe we were jus lik 2 parallel lines, nvr crossing each other. im sure ive said quite enough alr in th sms to u so thx for still willing to be my fwen.

to a reliable person, frm a dependent fwen tt will be waiting for u.
MARRY ME(:
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 @ 3:19 AM
many happenings!
i shall state them one by one(:

DANCE CONCERT:
fun! even though only danced 3 songs but it was rily fun! n i made rily gd fwens too during th whole process. \m/ dance! love it n cant wait for th nxt concert. hopefully i'll be able to perform more songs(:

JOB HUNT:
yea, busy looking for a job now. hope i get into th interview today=D then this wkend gng for flyer job yay. anyone hvin job lobangs can tag me haha. tyvm!

n i found this on mich's blog hehe...

Letters to:
Day 1- Your bestfriend.
Day 2- Your crush.
Day 3- Your parents.
Day 4- Your sibling (or closest relative).
Day 5- Your dreams.
Day 6- A stranger.
Day 7- Your EX-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush.
Day 8- Your favorite internet friend.
Day 9- Someone you wish you could meet.D
ay 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12- The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13- Someone you wish you could forgive.
Day 14- Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15- The person you miss the most.
Day 16- Someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17- Someone from your childhood.
Day 18- The person that you wish you could be.
Day 19- Someone that pesters your mind— good or bad.
Day 20- The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21- Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22- Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23- The last person you kissed.
Day 24- The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25- The person you know that is going through the worst times.
Day 26- The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27- The friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28- Someone that changed your life.
Day 29- The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30- Your reflection in the mirror.

so imma gonna start this too haha. today shall be day 1(:
-scrolls up to c who im supposed to write to:p-

Day 1: Your best friend

Dear XY,
(haha th way mr red calls u:D n i lik it:p)
i've known u for 4 yrs! yeayeayea! haha time flies. though thr hve been ups n downs in our fwenship, i noe u care for me as much as i care for u hehe. thax for being my studyin partner (in lower sec esp) though we get distracted usually during our study sessions n someone tt i can depend on at all times. i noe im childish at times n thax for everytime forgiving me for my childish acts:D i'll always rem th days when we went out n those times we hung out tog(: at th end of sec 2 th library book club n during sec 3 th nyp project(: i noe u miss those days rite?:p i'll oso nvr forget how we 'harass' mr red in sch(: n hey, it's nt harass, it's hardworking ok? (haha as if we rily gained a lot. but wait, we did actl(: ) our nvr ending topics n gossips oso made us enjoy bein w each other. thx for bein my fwen n i treasure our fwenship, may it last forever(:

Dear Mich,
dont say i copy u for this hor haha. i think it's fun:D thx for being my soulmate for these 2 yrs. even though it's a short while, but i think our friendship has undergone tremendous devt. haha sounds vry chim i know. lik dad:p we talk about anything under the sun n our topics r also nvr ending. know u cant stand me talkin bout leaf so thx for being patient while im ranting haha. know u cant stand it even more when i mention it in th letter to u. okok i change topic haha. we share many similarities n our fave hobby is chattin bout hot guys. i know this sounds wrong but u know wat i mean~ haha our fave phrase. know my childishness has got to u at times too so thx for bearing w me. songs we love most r... you belong w me, perfect n im yours! i'll always rem th times we went out n th gossip sessions we had(: u always know how to destress me(: thx for th snack sessions we had at fast food restaurants n study sessions at sch:D last ques n sentence: can lend me yur ipod? :p

Dear Ziyi,
zee! lyezi! haha i realise i call u in many diff ways(: thx for being such a jovial friend. ur comments r always so funny. though we only knew each other for 2 yrs, but thx for including me in th clique n being understanding(: u're a fwen i can always rely on n u're super responsible(: thx for introducing to me th job too haha. n being so active bout th introduction. i feel ur care towards me as a fwen n i know u cant stand my dily daly attitude but thx for nt sitting down=D i treasure our fwenship n may it last forever(:

Dear Dad a.k.a Ivan,
(i know u lik leaf so i use green(: )
tho only getting to rily know u in sec 4, but can say our fwenship also devt vry fast. i use chim terms c. being ur son, i hope i can be more man n meet up to ur expectations. so when u gonna bring me to gym so i can work my muscles out? haha k serious(: thx for th long msn chats we hve w sis a.k.a mich n th crapping sessions. wil nvr forget th jogging sessions sis, u n i had. haha it was rily fun(: last sentence: stop saying prove it haha.

tt's all! waiting for BOF to start! bye!
Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 1:01 AM
sadly, today's nt th last day of my os):
but nvm, it'll soon be over=D
job hunting now
and it's sad tht they wouldnt hire students below 18yrs to be piano teacher):
thr goes my income.
actl wait, my bio is cmi so my os r considered over hehe.
ms rozi: bio okay?
us: okay me -smile-: okay
ms rozi: joanne, okay?
nice. hope i wont let her down.
but bio mcqs r difficult):
tata i hve nothing more to say so byebye(:
Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 12:09 AM
I JUS HVE ONE THING TO SAY: HEAVY PAPERS ARE OVER!=D
love the way you lie
Saturday, August 14, 2010 @ 4:33 AM
just got bak frm jogging
AND CHEM TUITION.
i really hate chem to the max.max.max.
ugh soon it'll be amath's turn. cant seem to get those questions right-.-
and it's the ADVANCE paper!!!!!!!!
but it's okay it's alright im so much btr w/o it~ like real. sure put it in R5 de.
but just gonna stand thr and watch me cry, but it's alright because i love the way you lie. okay random sentence. crazy bout tht song manz.
IT'S CALLED LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE!
lol.
yay gonna watch YOG opening ceremony!
hahaha(:

Joanne Tan Wei Ting

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