music: Tears by SNSD (no matter how much i try to rack my brains, i can never understand what is in your mind)
stepped down from choir...
reached sch--for choir early. the main word is early here in case none of you readers have noticed it(: have to leave a good impression before stepping down. tried to go to music room 1 when i noticed that all of the staircases were locked-.- was totally staircase-music room 1-hunting with bizhen. finally saw grets and the rest @ the canteen. started chattin arnd when elicia appeared b4 me. i was quite shocked as i didnt notice her o: anws, the sec 4s went to the back of the canteen to prac Hero by Mariah Carey and it was quite funny cus whenever our juniors go to refill water @ the watercooler near whr we were, we would chase them away(: so much for a surprise. then mstan finally got the music room 1 key and we went in for the handover ceremony...
actl it was not so bad as i tot it would be. i tot i would cry but i didnt(: ms tan is super nice as she gave us an encouraging note each(: and it was laminated o: anw i shall put what i m abt to say in the nxt para.
c i so nice right? if anyone by the name of joyce, rowena, samantha chiu, caitlin, and manchun reads it i know u guys would be so touched and would want to hug me again(and this is to joyce and rowena o: ) ok, tt's really scary actl :D thanks for all the fun you guys gave me!! thanks for supporting me too cus without the support of you guys i would never hve made this far in choir and might not be able to lead as well. i would never forget you guys and i'll come back often to pester u(: always thx for cooperating with me when i'm leading too as i really feel more confident with your support. to joyce: actl i dunno wat to say^^ just kidding! oh ya! yx's sister!!(: must look aftr your bro well ah:D to rowena: i shall not be so blur so u might hve to change my name le to sharp sharp instead of blur blur(: to xiao man tou: idk why u are called xiao man tou actl but since it's a name given to you by 'long ge' i shall continue using it(: all the best in choir, XIAO MAN TOU:D to caitlin: aiyo! i want your hand! why dont u make a replica of it and give it to me!(: nvm, nxt time i come back to choir to get it from u again(: to manchun: stop thinking abt yur C1a71s3a le(: nvm, u btr stay in sop if not i'll come back and give u a good scolding(:
yeah and i know, elicia, u're waiting for this oso right?(: hahah! i know u so well! to elicia: thanks for being such a wonderful sister to me! thanks for trusting in me and sharing yur problems wit me when u need a listening ear. i know u will survive without me(: in choir and jyjys! let's hve lunch tog again ks?
to the whole comm :D : thanks for being so tolerant wit me cus i know i can be uncooperative at times and thanks for tolerating my nonsense too(this is for gretel wong jian lin who obviously cannot stand me cus i laugh and giggle in choir)!
oh anws, someone asked if we were a GOLD CHOIR aftr the performance @ the Arts House!!! omg! and actl, we are a BRONZE CHOIR. heh. go for it juniors! make their statement become a reality! jys for nxt yr's SYF!!!
wah long post. no time to post abt 2.4km run ytd le. heh. even though was really happy abt my 13.11mins timing! thanks to Gee:D
lookin forward to nxt tues~~~
thanks for being so open with me. even though it might seem obvious, but i dont want to reveal it yet. sometimes i'm even afraid that i'll drag you down. those ambitions and dreams you hve.. a near close dream for you that you'll be able to achieve, but something i'll nvr be able to achieve. i'm afraid. afraid of the reality that our dreams will pull us apart. a simple life that i wont mind, at least, i think. but a big and a life with lots of accomplishment that you want to reach for. should i let it go. at least for now. for the better good of both of us.