Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 8:41 PM
i'm back to revive my blog even though its not yet aftr the end of my CMT WEEK!!!damn sian...
just read mich's looonnnggg blog post and i have to reclarify a point!!!
I AM NOT just A CHICKEN! i am just a chicken tt doesnt lyk to lead bdae song singing session! ok, fine. no diff(: shall not blog abt motivational camp as i really feel so sian whenevr i tink abt it... to the juniors: just know tt they make us cry. T.T
when for dinner @ Sakae yesterday. REGRETS. i ordered a rice bowl... sadded cus i wanted to order an udon but ya... and i was so full tt i didnt even get to order CHAWANMUSHI!!! feel so unaccomplished... then went to pop and bought this lion pencilcase. -i really hve to stop this bad habit of changing pencilcases every 2 mths- anw it was cutee(:saw this really nice pair of shoes at Bata but momma wouldnt let me buy it. T.T
anw, m dng chi lian xi ce now. it is so not exciting to do it @ all as it seems nvr ending... shall go jogging wit xy l8r if she wants(: need to train hard if i'm gonna join race during sports day. very excited. mum was sayin i should hve majored in sport. totally agree. so i'm gonna take up Judo in JC or at some Judo federation aftr my 'O's!!!
gng to perform @ assembly this tues(:(:(: very very excited but also sadded as it would be my last performance in choir in front of th school... it seems so weird tt we only treasure things when they r gng to leave us soon. to think i used to think tt gng to choir practices and participating in choir performance was a dread and just another 'ritual' of suffering in my tight heels... i treasure it lyk crazy now luh... really sad now. last performance will be @ the Art House on 11 Apr. and the worst thing is tt we're STEPPING DOWN B4 THE PERFORMANCE! SO WAT'S THE USE OF US PERFORMING LUH!@@@ dont even hve the mood already. family is coming to watch but i tink i'll be gng bak to sch in sch bus cus it's probably the last time of bonding... i'll definitely pop in during choir pracs to check in(:(:(: sian.
i'm confused. is this the happy ending that i really want? sometimes what i want seems in the grey area and it's not even clear to myself. why am i consistently thinking about the impossibilities that will never happen in my whole life... am i ready to cross the accurate boundaries of my principles and follow my heart.
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