i am supposed to be either reading The Last Song or studying chem now. which totally sucks): (refers to studying chem) hais... has been a hectic week to countdown for friday to arrive. to think tht i used to love sch at the start of this year. not to say tht i hate it now... i am just not enthu about it. i can bet, even the new sensation/gossip tht is gng on around in sch, esp in our class, is not enough to perk me up-.- had phototaking on thu. was one of the outcasted ones who stood at the side of the photo. no offence to those who are like me too. anw i finally had to chance to seat on the teacher's seat right in the center(: (L) the funshot^^ choir phototaking was (L)(: finally got a chance to seat bside elicia!!! F.I.N.A.L.L.Y even though the informal one she was behind me... and cus our class got the class of the term, we got the privillage to take a class shot^^ in the audi. smiley face shape. (: i.am.confused. i dont know what to do or what to think or what to feel. maybe i should let myself make my own decisions and not be wavered by what i hear... but i'm easily swayed... i cant believe such a thing will ever happen to me... like after all those principles tht i have, etched in my mind. like for an eternity. the feeling sure sucks.