the rain always makes me think of how things used to be back then-- even though i know that things can never be the same again. why cant it be like before? is it so difficult? now i only feel the hostileness. even though i do not feel this feeling back then, but somehow i really enjoyed those days. those days where we were happy and stress free. innocence and happiness this days seems like a real luxury. anyway, it's going to end here. with those good memories forever etched in my heart. i wouldnt forget what u've done for me because you're the one who taught me gratitude. who taught me how someone that i didnt know well willl actually help me to extents. even though i may have taken things for granted... i really regret. but i guess, people do change and things will never be the same as before...