Defiance

it turns out freedom aint nth but missing you

2011-01-30T00:30:00.000-08:00

as all can c, i gave up on writing th letters haha. these few wks hve been rily busy...gng out. haha. nxt wk onwards it's serious work n no play): i wan poly to start soon!

17th Jan: went out w step sis n soul sister:P(mich) n dad(ivan). went to watch a movie, ate late lunch n went to take neoprints hahaha. quite a failure, but no choice since 'th fail' was thr hahaha. th machine spoiled!): but luckily we chose nice backgrounds so it didnt rily matter. n i luv th bear one:D n th house one:D then went to illuma n had tea at xin wang hong kong cafe:D tea sounds..grand n expensive(: ate some fattening stuff n iced yuanyang-mich's fave:D n started to crap thr-as usual played truth or dare tog, or shld i say we watched dad play it by himselfo: -he ans every ques himself LOL.

went to th rooftop n started chattin thr n taking jumpshots but was stopped by a security guard): so went bak home lol.

20th Jan: went to Bugis to shop:D bought lots of clothesssssss(: ttly shopping race lol. practically chionged thru every shop. then went to celebrate mum's bdae(:

24th Jan: met up w mich,xavier tek hsuen n dad. haha or shld i say step sis, to-be-mum, step mum n dad? haha aiyo dad ah. planned on gng to mindscafe but closed): then we had some poll on wat to do lol. in th end went kbox hahaha. n step mum who refused to sing initially sang! haha but dad ah.. such a nice dad, didnt want to sing for fear tt th glass would break n hurt us): ok then no more le lol

25th Jan: went w huien n beryln to kbox. yes, again haha. this time sang more high pitched songs cos dad didnt allow me to pitch as he was making weird noises._. lol then went for dinner n shoppng.

26th Jan: POSTING DAY! luv th sms hahaha:D yay NP mass comm here i come! but sad sch start so late):

ytd went out w mich n jane to buy shoes n fbts. had dinner w mich at subway aftr tt gossipfest(:

hiphop today n i finally succesfully finished first girl grp dance LOL.

one half of me tells myself to forget, th other tells myself to cling on to th memories. i press myself to move on but i keep moving forward then backwards forward then backwards again._. it's true, y be so steadfast when no one cares. n i agree. soon u'll be out of my mind n this'll save u th trouble of avoiding me. tt day will come.

simple love

2010-12-14T03:14:00.000-08:00

Day 3: Your parents

Dear mum,

thx for bein my mum:D i knw u luv me i knw u care n when i shout u'll be thr(: thx for everything. tho i may be rebelious at times n defying ur orders but i knw u do every thing for my gd n i'll try to listen more nxt time(: will work hard to be a dutiful daughter n i alr took my first step by gng out to work to 补贴家用。虽然那些钱是给我花的。。。呵呵。我爱你就像老鼠爱大米。谢谢您当我的老妈子！我爱您！（好肉麻，呵呵)

Dear dad,

thx for bein my dad:D i knw u luv me i knw u care n when i shout u'll be thr too(: thx for everything esp waiting for me n fetching me. tho i may be rude at times it's cus i dont wan 'lose face', hehe i knw u'll forgive me for tt rite(: ty for lending me ur phone w games inside n nt nagging at me when th batt's low. thx for th funny comments too they bright my day up(: last but nt least, i luv u(:

Dear mum a.k.a ____,
even tho u dont knw th presence of ur role, thx for bein my mum even tho i knw u dont luv me i knw u dont care n when i shout u wouldnt be thr(: u actl rily sound lik my mum hehe all th advices actl sound motherly. thx for taking care of me n i will nt forget to be filial to u(:
P.S. u do care n when i shout u were rily thr(: sry dont get pissed mich n dad:p

Dear dad a.k.a ivan,
u knw th presence of ur role n yet in frnt of ur kids u flaunt ur many partners. so no thx for bein my dad haha. jk thx for bein my dad even tho i knw u dont love me(u giv all ur love to ur many partners) i knw u dont care(ur care oso giv them) n when i shout u wouldnt be thr(dad cus u forgot to dig ur ears. who ask u betray ur partners? nw they wouldnt help u dig.):p thx for bein my dad n u do giv sound advice:p they help n thx for tt n thx for nt taking care of me but i will be filial to u anw(:
P.S. as if i will. haha i will la.

Day 4: Your sibling
Dear sis,
thx for bein my sis. i knw u love me, i knw u care n when i shout u'll be thr. thx for all th late nite toks we share(: i luv playin game of life(: but i dont lik th blocks game): wait, actl i dont lik cus i everytime lose): haha thx for intro to me th word phewnies(: maybe i shall cr8 a word too(: oh n jelly loads, ur bdae comin so here's wishing u happy bdae! thx for bein my sis. u brought joy n laughter to me. ps if im kinda mean at times n bad tempered): try nt to(: luv ya(:

Dear small sis a.k.a mich,
u oso knw th presence of ur role n thx for bein my sis n i knw u love me i knw u care when i shout u'll be thr(: thx for everything in this fam but i hope u'll get along w mum. do u knw how much she suffered during labour? must be filial to her k? u dunno how to start i can help u(: (knw u pissed nw :p) i promise to take care of u too(: will protect u frm hungry bears(:

continue chattin w mich aftr this(: my job is starting to be fun yay.

Cuz i know im nt enough to make you stay.

2010-12-09T20:06:00.000-08:00

Day 3: Your crush

Dear crush,
so how r u dng now. actl, it shld be ex crush. it's hard, but i'll try. we both gotta work for our dreams n shld nt hinder each other's way. it's funny. i didnt lik u initially. for a sexist lik me(once, nt now:p), i tot u were stealing my limelight, snatching my responsibilities n making it hard for me to accept that u were my partner. then we got to work tgt, had more opp to get to know each other. then again, u were jus lik another fwen. soon in th yr, i didnt devt any feelings for u as well. until th end of th yr when we gt to know each other btr. ur maturity attracted me n th adrenaline tt u had for ur dreams increased my gd feelings for u. then we gt to know each other btr. i admired ur mature attitude towards things. actl is was due to admiring u tt i grew to lik u. then thr came a day close to an impt date whr u were willing to listen to my problems n encourage me. hve to admit, im rily grateful for tt. my feelings were put on a standhold then when thr were more impt things to take care of. then again when everything went bak to normal, i tot u were nonchalent towards our fwenship(even hvin th background knowledge tt u cared). then our differences were proved. i felt tt i would nt be able to blend in in your world. a world tt contributed largely to th society whr my dream was jus simple. in my opinion, u wud lead a life full of challenges for u to overcome whr i would jus lead a simple life, tt all came from hvin a simple n yet fufilling dream. maybe we were jus lik 2 parallel lines, nvr crossing each other. im sure ive said quite enough alr in th sms to u so thx for still willing to be my fwen.

to a reliable person, frm a dependent fwen tt will be waiting for u.

MARRY ME(:

2010-12-08T03:19:00.000-08:00

many happenings!
i shall state them one by one(:

DANCE CONCERT:
fun! even though only danced 3 songs but it was rily fun! n i made rily gd fwens too during th whole process. \m/ dance! love it n cant wait for th nxt concert. hopefully i'll be able to perform more songs(:

JOB HUNT:
yea, busy looking for a job now. hope i get into th interview today=D then this wkend gng for flyer job yay. anyone hvin job lobangs can tag me haha. tyvm!

n i found this on mich's blog hehe...

Letters to:
Day 1- Your bestfriend.
Day 2- Your crush.
Day 3- Your parents.
Day 4- Your sibling (or closest relative).
Day 5- Your dreams.
Day 6- A stranger.
Day 7- Your EX-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush.
Day 8- Your favorite internet friend.
Day 9- Someone you wish you could meet.D
ay 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12- The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13- Someone you wish you could forgive.
Day 14- Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15- The person you miss the most.
Day 16- Someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17- Someone from your childhood.
Day 18- The person that you wish you could be.
Day 19- Someone that pesters your mind— good or bad.
Day 20- The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21- Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22- Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23- The last person you kissed.
Day 24- The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25- The person you know that is going through the worst times.
Day 26- The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27- The friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28- Someone that changed your life.
Day 29- The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30- Your reflection in the mirror.

so imma gonna start this too haha. today shall be day 1(:
-scrolls up to c who im supposed to write to:p-

Day 1: Your best friend

Dear XY,
(haha th way mr red calls u:D n i lik it:p)
i've known u for 4 yrs! yeayeayea! haha time flies. though thr hve been ups n downs in our fwenship, i noe u care for me as much as i care for u hehe. thax for being my studyin partner (in lower sec esp) though we get distracted usually during our study sessions n someone tt i can depend on at all times. i noe im childish at times n thax for everytime forgiving me for my childish acts:D i'll always rem th days when we went out n those times we hung out tog(: at th end of sec 2 th library book club n during sec 3 th nyp project(: i noe u miss those days rite?:p i'll oso nvr forget how we 'harass' mr red in sch(: n hey, it's nt harass, it's hardworking ok? (haha as if we rily gained a lot. but wait, we did actl(: ) our nvr ending topics n gossips oso made us enjoy bein w each other. thx for bein my fwen n i treasure our fwenship, may it last forever(:

Dear Mich,
dont say i copy u for this hor haha. i think it's fun:D thx for being my soulmate for these 2 yrs. even though it's a short while, but i think our friendship has undergone tremendous devt. haha sounds vry chim i know. lik dad:p we talk about anything under the sun n our topics r also nvr ending. know u cant stand me talkin bout leaf so thx for being patient while im ranting haha. know u cant stand it even more when i mention it in th letter to u. okok i change topic haha. we share many similarities n our fave hobby is chattin bout hot guys. i know this sounds wrong but u know wat i mean~ haha our fave phrase. know my childishness has got to u at times too so thx for bearing w me. songs we love most r... you belong w me, perfect n im yours! i'll always rem th times we went out n th gossip sessions we had(: u always know how to destress me(: thx for th snack sessions we had at fast food restaurants n study sessions at sch:D last ques n sentence: can lend me yur ipod? :p

Dear Ziyi,
zee! lyezi! haha i realise i call u in many diff ways(: thx for being such a jovial friend. ur comments r always so funny. though we only knew each other for 2 yrs, but thx for including me in th clique n being understanding(: u're a fwen i can always rely on n u're super responsible(: thx for introducing to me th job too haha. n being so active bout th introduction. i feel ur care towards me as a fwen n i know u cant stand my dily daly attitude but thx for nt sitting down=D i treasure our fwenship n may it last forever(:

Dear Dad a.k.a Ivan,
(i know u lik leaf so i use green(: )
tho only getting to rily know u in sec 4, but can say our fwenship also devt vry fast. i use chim terms c. being ur son, i hope i can be more man n meet up to ur expectations. so when u gonna bring me to gym so i can work my muscles out? haha k serious(: thx for th long msn chats we hve w sis a.k.a mich n th crapping sessions. wil nvr forget th jogging sessions sis, u n i had. haha it was rily fun(: last sentence: stop saying prove it haha.

tt's all! waiting for BOF to start! bye!

2010-11-12T01:01:00.000-08:00

sadly, today's nt th last day of my os):
but nvm, it'll soon be over=D
job hunting now
and it's sad tht they wouldnt hire students below 18yrs to be piano teacher):
thr goes my income.
actl wait, my bio is cmi so my os r considered over hehe.
ms rozi: bio okay?
us: okay me -smile-: okay
ms rozi: joanne, okay?
nice. hope i wont let her down.
but bio mcqs r difficult):
tata i hve nothing more to say so byebye(:

2010-11-08T00:09:00.000-08:00

I JUS HVE ONE THING TO SAY: HEAVY PAPERS ARE OVER!=D

love the way you lie

2010-08-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

just got bak frm jogging
AND CHEM TUITION.
i really hate chem to the max.max.max.
ugh soon it'll be amath's turn. cant seem to get those questions right-.-
and it's the ADVANCE paper!!!!!!!!
but it's okay it's alright im so much btr w/o it~ like real. sure put it in R5 de.
but just gonna stand thr and watch me cry, but it's alright because i love the way you lie. okay random sentence. crazy bout tht song manz.
IT'S CALLED LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE!
lol.
yay gonna watch YOG opening ceremony!
hahaha(:

dreams

2010-08-13T04:30:00.000-07:00

hectic, exhausting week!
(just a reminder to all viewers of my blog: i'll be writing this blog in proper, perfect english because im having english oral nxt week thus need to use proper english) ok so here goes...
wed: amath was fun because of something wrong ziyi illustrated. mich made it even funnier by adding on to the details. hahaha
today is... friday!
so got time to facebook=D yayy!
ok gonna eat roti prata now!
(just an apology to viewers of my blog, im sorry i couldnt help but used un-proper english(: )
ba-a-ii

the hundredth and second post

2010-08-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

saw that i hve 101posts so far o: shocked. so welcome to my 102 post.

saw that post.. and i know im being open about this but i'll just say it in my blog.
sorry. hve been living like everybody's gonna have to go according to my ways. my decisions.
but i really do not know how you feel at times and i really wish that you will make it more explicit. really tired of all the cold wars too. i'll will be more sensitive and less impatient.
i know i cant expect everyone to accomodate me now so im really sorry.
and just in case you are not aware of it, i really treasure our affinity.

there are like tonnes. and yes, i mean tonnes=1000kg of papers staring at me in my face.
and yes. doing the amath and chem one is really depressing. it makes me feel like sinking into my comfy couch and start becoming a couch potato.
amath= time spent on going through mistakes
chem= listening to hasty explanations...
shall post bdae photos AFTER PRELIM II but really thanks to all that celebrated. and remembered.
and i love the leaves. you guys may not believe but it's the most meaningful present i've received(:

thanks for giving me those(: i really liked them. and the card, it's awfully awesome. to think that i once didnt trust that you'd even remember my special day... but you did after all. so... thanks again(:

sneakerzzz

2010-08-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

thanks mummy! \m/

i am officially acting awesomely free now and blogging. the keyword is acting.

just finished geog. and i cant find anything information about seawalls on the www at all!

wonder how my geog teacher manages to find them.
oh well, im just NOT tech savvy.

just cut the bdae brownie. yummy. and the best part is tht i got to design it! yayy~ so heres the pic:

the keyword here is now squeaky.

haha LAfans, arent u glad i used squeaky(:

\m/ the caterpillar(:

just to be sure, in my context, \m/=love

this face says im gng to go bak and stare at my chem papers. hmph.

so how? are you going to fufil my wish?

struggle

2010-07-30T03:42:00.000-07:00

to ang xin yee: i know u cant wait to correct my english so i changed the post and deleted your tag! haha(:
actl, i do not even know the reason for updating my blog this time. loll. maybe i should just go facebooking.
would just like to say a big thank you to:
Ang Xin Yee
Lye Zi Yi
Michelle Fong Jing Ting
lol for helping me(:
okk nothing to say. go facebook now!
i've already lowered my standards... even the little wish will suffice...

Bulgogi experience

2010-07-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

two things:
just rem my blog is dead so im here to revive it. yeah right. i knew it all the while. lol
just rem im once again in charge of the unlucky task of putting up the ans keys for amath paper. k at least the person tht asked me to do it was nt MRRED. so i dont mind~~ hahah.

just went for a jog @ Punggol Park.
sweating and not bathing~
hahah xy dont go yuck so loudly cus i can hear u!
waiting for my sis k? happy? ok fine. loll

many things happened. lik practically MANY.
latest news though:
1. prelim 1 sucks.
2. racial harmony day was (L) this time i coupled right(:
3. happenings during amath really rock(:
haha it's so funny i'll bother writing the whole chunk down. even though im such a busy person. yeah right. it's true okaaaaaaaay?
we had a swop of gender and the guys were totally. um. yeah, acting lik us during his lessons. heh. which makes me know how lol i act during amath.
it was uncomfortable initially. so quiet): cus they didnt know when to crap at the correct moment. so uncomfortable for me it was esp when MrRed told this really cold joke and i wanted to laugh so badly. wah chest pain at the end leh. heh. sounds wrong. then it was the background laughter. the continuous hehehehehehehehe. ok win le. but it was really funnnny(: great job! haha.
nxt wk 1 whole hour.
1 whole hour more of chest pain.
i do not sound wrong.
yes.
and jackfruit: i m nice and sweet ok? hmph! i whack u! oh sorry, i will not since im sweet~

gng to start my plan of 7am sessions nxt wk onwards.
hais.. imagine if every student requests for sessions w teachers at 7am every morning?!
omg thr goes their sleep):
so im really thankful.
but i wont be able to contribute since i dont want to be one):
no criteria...

gng to eat my dinner now! yayy(:
reminder to my BLUR self: Bulgogi: a dish that consists of marinated beef, chicken or pork. the one at hougang mall... PLEASE LET IT BE CHICKEN OR PORK!):

dancing on the carousel of dreams... changing horses as and when i like it but never getting to sit on the carriage. horses fill the carousel. many seat on horses, some just walk around it, looking for a perfect horse to seat on. the sparkling carriage. a dream for me to get onto... passing by it everytime but never getting to seat on it. it's countdown... 10 more days... will you remember? please..

where are you

2010-06-15T20:10:00.000-07:00

should be dng SS notes now):
but i shall take a shooort break.
didnt follow my study plan!!! sucks...
to think i spent 11/2 hrs planning it out. SS spoils the plan-.-
still heven finish the notes!
raining now.
only adds on to the terrible feelings.
shall post pics for TGIF on facebook and on blog aftr the prelims when i'm in a much btr mood-.-
i dread studying bio. and. amath. because. there. is. no. answer. key. esp. for. amath.
really makes me pissed off.
K time's up.
i needa continue staring at phy dynamics notes without making any sense of it at all.

where are you?):

luxuries

2010-06-05T19:55:00.000-07:00

the rain always makes me think of how things used to be back then-- even though i know that things can never be the same again.
why cant it be like before? is it so difficult?
now i only feel the hostileness.
even though i do not feel this feeling back then, but somehow i really enjoyed those days.
those days where we were happy and stress free.
innocence and happiness this days seems like a real luxury.
anyway, it's going to end here. with those good memories forever etched in my heart.
i wouldnt forget what u've done for me because you're the one who taught me gratitude. who taught me how someone that i didnt know well willl actually help me to extents.
even though i may have taken things for granted... i really regret.
but i guess, people do change and things will never be the same as before...

standstill(s?)

2010-06-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

the only exception!!!
haha. tht song. it really rocks(:
i (L) Paramore.
back to revive my super dead blog. not tht i've been too busy to even bother to post anything but i dont feel like it. lol
not to mention the TWO weeks intensive study sessions in sch is totally burning me out
xy and i agrees tht our brains and moods hve already been tuned to lazy+sleep past 12 and wake up past 11 holiday mode
anw, luckily thr's tgif. which stands for Thank God It's Friday.
which is true. THANK GOD IT'S THE LAST DAY OF THE INTENSIVE STUDY SESSIONS!
each class gets a total of $288 i think.
$6 per head. my class has 47. arrgh. my math sucks.
i shall not elaborate on wat happened last wk cus it was just simply zzz.
had chem SPA on Fri.
question: arrange the acids according to their ascending order
me: arranged them according to DESCENDING order.
conclu: I WIN-.-
celebrated ZIYI's birthday ytd. lazy to post the pics so i shall just post one of our bdae girl and her aww-so-lovely-sure-get-diabetes cake. haha. mich sure has a great sense of humour. anw, i like FRESH CREAM!!! momma tells me it is fattening)=
next week sure has much more for me to look forward/not look forward? to:
1. June Booster sessions- yeah.
2. Bio SPA- ): homeostasis?
3. Phy SPA- (: mechanics(:
4. KOI binge w Mich+Jane(+maybe weijie?)
5. TGIF at Pasir Ris Park(:
6. and probably tilll the 'O's- study LUH!-.-
so as far as i know: i have a sad life.
sian. i shall drag myself to my room to get the USB cable.
-back-
be touched, ziyi(:
kays, i shall eat mah dinner...
whoops): so sorry zy, i cant find the pics!):
change... i know it is evident... but why does it make one seem small? why cant it all be like what it used to be. now i know tht i really hve to treasure every moment... i took it for granted. the kindness and all. things which i can never feel again. now i know what tht sinking feeling means. it does not mean anything else but how i'm feeling tht sense of loss. tht sense of loss tht was created because... u've changed.
maybe things are getting a little out of control. i really hope it wouldnt become worse by the day... dont avoid... i care too much about how you feel, your comments... this would definitely make me feel a lil' stressed out. of course, tht's how u probably feel. i just want to say... i'm sorry.

like a candle in the wind

2010-05-29T03:21:00.000-07:00

i am supposed to be either reading The Last Song or studying chem now.
which totally sucks): (refers to studying chem)
hais... has been a hectic week to countdown for friday to arrive.
to think tht i used to love sch at the start of this year.
not to say tht i hate it now...
i am just not enthu about it.
i can bet, even the new sensation/gossip tht is gng on around in sch, esp in our class, is not enough to perk me up-.-
had phototaking on thu.
was one of the outcasted ones who stood at the side of the photo. no offence to those who are like me too.
anw i finally had to chance to seat on the teacher's seat right in the center(:
(L) the funshot^^
choir phototaking was (L)(:
finally got a chance to seat bside elicia!!!
F.I.N.A.L.L.Y
even though the informal one she was behind me...
and cus our class got the class of the term, we got the privillage to take a class shot^^
in the audi. smiley face shape. (:
i.am.confused. i dont know what to do or what to think or what to feel. maybe i should let myself make my own decisions and not be wavered by what i hear... but i'm easily swayed...
i cant believe such a thing will ever happen to me... like after all those principles tht i have, etched in my mind. like for an eternity. the feeling sure sucks.

etched

2010-05-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

sports day was ytd
(idk why but hais... u're still etched)
-AMANDA NG WON 200KM!(:
and sian we didnt win anything for the cheer...
went singing wit the girls, beryln, huien n sijiun aftr tt
anw it was really funny as we kept noticing -ahem-
heh. i shall not mention and po huai their hao shi^^
u're still etched... only that this time i'm certain things will have to wait. we'll let fate decide.
i dont want to rely on you. i dont want to take your kindness for granted. i dont want to hurt you.

the glances

2010-05-07T03:47:00.000-07:00

Song: STILL When i look at you(:

so it's obviously i'm crazy over tt movie and book and of course characters luh(:
heh, duh.
anw hot topic of the day-- ok, my blog might kena screen shot but i'm still gonna say this(:
ytd, 6th May 2010, mr ang gave us chocos.
mr LIONEL ang. o:
sorry, i've no choice but to follow jessica in her expression.
shocking right?^^
most probably this would be the FIRST and LAST.
anw we were very, or should i say, veeeeery shocked.
lol. i make him seem like a miser o:
but he is not luh k(: he is nice.
anw it was aftr the quiz and he went: u all stay here, i go staff room.
we: huh?! for what?!
him: to take HOMEWORK
we: HUH!
and when he came back i was expecting some thick pile of hw and guess wat he was holding this plastic bag tt i was beginning to wonder if it would break due to the HEAVY pile of hw.
and he 'revealed' this choco. heh i wont tell what brand it is(: i wont even tell more what we found out abt the chocos(:
we: WAH.
and i went: i dare not eat. sure got motive one.
him: ok u said it, dont eat it. (heh, in a joking manner)
anw he a bit weird huh, give us chocos for no reason. not as if we did sth nice for him or what. wait. or maybe he was touched tt we celebrated his bdae for him(:
HAHAH.
anw today hq, mich, karen and i went: today no chocolates ah?
LOL.
sian. tomm i'm starting ENGLISH tuition... hope i dont fall asleep...
MONDAY GOT ENGLISH ORAL.
ok, not too bad luh.
luckily got no more chinese oral.
you make me wonder if we see each other on the roads a few yrs later, will we acknowledge each other's existence...

time's diminishing

2010-05-02T19:27:00.000-07:00

Music: When i look at you by Miley Cyrus

The Last Song!!! omg i'm crazy over the movie now(: just bought the novel by Nicholas Sparks and i want to watch the movie! mummy's gonna scold me because before she bought me the book she went: ok you've got the book, so dont need to watch the movie already. o: but i still want to watch the movie...

tempting! anw just learnt Abradadabra in Hiphop. i'll be posting the video for the 1st time cus i think this is the dance i dance best at it(:

sianz to the max. it's physics, physics, more chemistry and biology-.- piles and piles):

and thanks for being thr for me(: even though i know that we're now walking on the path to farewell but i'll treasure the time... time's diminishing/

未来

2010-04-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

Mood: terrible after the advance paper 1 prelim exams...

Music: 如果我说by梁静如(i know Zeee likes this song(: )

sianz. actl, i find tt this is a really bad way to start a post but i shall just start it like that.

just finished the prelims. really bad. made this stupid mistake for compre which i'll bet with all my favourite food tt no one will ever make this mistake in their whole entire life...

anw compo and letter writing was ok.
had Chinese Prelim today. and just one word-- distracting.
not to mention that i'm always distracted by moving people and objects.
ok anw, u get the hint. it was really very distracting. i almost thought i wouldnt survive through the paper(:
for both English and Chinese though, the paper 1 was like 'wow!' and the paper 2 was like 'i dont want to see my marks at all!' idk why i feel so sleepy everytime while taking paper 2. probably because i ate such a full break that all my blood travelled to my stomach and none left in my head...
anw had amath ssp today... quite sian. losing passion in the subj i guess. just feel so sian whenever i know tht there's amath all of a sudden.

arrgh! keep the passion cuz i still need to take my 'O's!

k, just some self reminder=P anw had NE quiz too. completed quite fast. surprisingly(: and duh, when u got nothing to do on the computer and cannot go internet for fear tht the teacher will spot u what do u do? u play games tht are already installed in the com for example... mindsweeper and pinball. it was really hilarious as i opened the pinball software and the starting sound for the pinball app. sounded. then played somemore. and heard another starting sound for the pinball software app. really funny.

another happy memory stored in my memory lane(: anw mich totally summarised the whole yr's events and once again reminded me about the fact tht this yr is gng to pass soon.
Spas 2 and 3, sports carnival, prize giving ceremony, National Day Celebration, T'chers' day celeb, mooncake festival, graduation ceremony and 'O's then... speaking about mooncake festival celebration last yr... it was sure fun. missed it...

anw, it's not time to think about all these now because I HAVE TO DO MY AMATH HW!!!-.-'''

haiz...

dont let go.

2010-04-16T21:37:00.000-07:00

music: Tears by SNSD
(no matter how much i try to rack my brains, i can never understand what is in your mind)

stepped down from choir...

reached sch--for choir early. the main word is early here in case none of you readers have noticed it(: have to leave a good impression before stepping down. tried to go to music room 1 when i noticed that all of the staircases were locked-.- was totally staircase-music room 1-hunting with bizhen. finally saw grets and the rest @ the canteen. started chattin arnd when elicia appeared b4 me. i was quite shocked as i didnt notice her o: anws, the sec 4s went to the back of the canteen to prac Hero by Mariah Carey and it was quite funny cus whenever our juniors go to refill water @ the watercooler near whr we were, we would chase them away(: so much for a surprise. then mstan finally got the music room 1 key and we went in for the handover ceremony...

actl it was not so bad as i tot it would be. i tot i would cry but i didnt(: ms tan is super nice as she gave us an encouraging note each(: and it was laminated o: anw i shall put what i m abt to say in the nxt para.

c i so nice right? if anyone by the name of joyce, rowena, samantha chiu, caitlin, and manchun reads it i know u guys would be so touched and would want to hug me again(and this is to joyce and rowena o: ) ok, tt's really scary actl :D
thanks for all the fun you guys gave me!! thanks for supporting me too cus without the support of you guys i would never hve made this far in choir and might not be able to lead as well. i would never forget you guys and i'll come back often to pester u(: always thx for cooperating with me when i'm leading too as i really feel more confident with your support.
to joyce: actl i dunno wat to say^^ just kidding! oh ya! yx's sister!!(: must look aftr your bro well ah:D
to rowena: i shall not be so blur so u might hve to change my name le to sharp sharp instead of blur blur(:
to xiao man tou: idk why u are called xiao man tou actl but since it's a name given to you by 'long ge' i shall continue using it(: all the best in choir, XIAO MAN TOU:D
to caitlin: aiyo! i want your hand! why dont u make a replica of it and give it to me!(: nvm, nxt time i come back to choir to get it from u again(:
to manchun: stop thinking abt yur C1a71s3a le(: nvm, u btr stay in sop if not i'll come back and give u a good scolding(:

yeah and i know, elicia, u're waiting for this oso right?(: hahah! i know u so well!
to elicia: thanks for being such a wonderful sister to me! thanks for trusting in me and sharing yur problems wit me when u need a listening ear. i know u will survive without me(: in choir and jyjys! let's hve lunch tog again ks?

to the whole comm :D : thanks for being so tolerant wit me cus i know i can be uncooperative at times and thanks for tolerating my nonsense too(this is for gretel wong jian lin who obviously cannot stand me cus i laugh and giggle in choir)!

oh anws, someone asked if we were a GOLD CHOIR aftr the performance @ the Arts House!!! omg! and actl, we are a BRONZE CHOIR. heh. go for it juniors! make their statement become a reality! jys for nxt yr's SYF!!!

wah long post. no time to post abt 2.4km run ytd le. heh. even though was really happy abt my 13.11mins timing! thanks to Gee:D

lookin forward to nxt tues~~~

thanks for being so open with me. even though it might seem obvious, but i dont want to reveal it yet. sometimes i'm even afraid that i'll drag you down. those ambitions and dreams you hve.. a near close dream for you that you'll be able to achieve, but something i'll nvr be able to achieve. i'm afraid. afraid of the reality that our dreams will pull us apart. a simple life that i wont mind, at least, i think. but a big and a life with lots of accomplishment that you want to reach for. should i let it go. at least for now. for the better good of both of us.

when you hold my hand, i know i'm there

2010-04-02T20:41:00.000-07:00

i'm back to revive my blog even though its not yet aftr the end of my CMT WEEK!!!
damn sian...

just read mich's looonnnggg blog post and i have to reclarify a point!!!
I AM NOT just A CHICKEN! i am just a chicken tt doesnt lyk to lead bdae song singing session! ok, fine. no diff(: shall not blog abt motivational camp as i really feel so sian whenevr i tink abt it... to the juniors: just know tt they make us cry. T.T

when for dinner @ Sakae yesterday. REGRETS. i ordered a rice bowl... sadded cus i wanted to order an udon but ya... and i was so full tt i didnt even get to order CHAWANMUSHI!!! feel so unaccomplished... then went to pop and bought this lion pencilcase. -i really hve to stop this bad habit of changing pencilcases every 2 mths- anw it was cutee(:saw this really nice pair of shoes at Bata but momma wouldnt let me buy it. T.T

anw, m dng chi lian xi ce now. it is so not exciting to do it @ all as it seems nvr ending... shall go jogging wit xy l8r if she wants(: need to train hard if i'm gonna join race during sports day. very excited. mum was sayin i should hve majored in sport. totally agree. so i'm gonna take up Judo in JC or at some Judo federation aftr my 'O's!!!

gng to perform @ assembly this tues(:(:(: very very excited but also sadded as it would be my last performance in choir in front of th school... it seems so weird tt we only treasure things when they r gng to leave us soon. to think i used to think tt gng to choir practices and participating in choir performance was a dread and just another 'ritual' of suffering in my tight heels... i treasure it lyk crazy now luh... really sad now. last performance will be @ the Art House on 11 Apr. and the worst thing is tt we're STEPPING DOWN B4 THE PERFORMANCE! SO WAT'S THE USE OF US PERFORMING LUH!@@@ dont even hve the mood already. family is coming to watch but i tink i'll be gng bak to sch in sch bus cus it's probably the last time of bonding... i'll definitely pop in during choir pracs to check in(:(:(: sian.

i'm confused. is this the happy ending that i really want? sometimes what i want seems in the grey area and it's not even clear to myself. why am i consistently thinking about the impossibilities that will never happen in my whole life... am i ready to cross the accurate boundaries of my principles and follow my heart.

that belief

2010-03-27T21:00:00.000-07:00

my blog's dead): so i'm here to revive it, DUH(:

nothing much happening these few days...
except on tues when we celebrated MrA's bdae(:
(almost typed bade instead of bdae(:(:(: )
we agreed on some auspicious/magical hr to start singing bdae song for him. LOL.
we agreed on 1 'o' clock and his lesson started at 12.20-.-
so i was practically suffering thr. it's lyk those 我知道会发生但又还没发生the kind of feeling
and he was so nonchalent i think he didnt know we know
anw when 1 came the whole classroom was practically 高(:
to help me lead the class in singing, yx totally raised his hand and called for MrA =D
when MrA turned around guessed what he said. he was lyk: nothing, i understand already XD
and tt was cuz i no 心理准备to get the class to start singing yet o:
anw we finally sung it and he was so shock and was lyk: how u all know it was my bdae?
LOL.
hq n wj: on facebook!
LOL.
he put thr for us to c leh(:
then we gave him the card and continued with the lesson-.-
b4 he left, he turned and said: i'm still 18 yrs old ok.
o:
anw, happy bdae MrA and face the reality^^

yep, my 6 sense tell me tt it'll be the crazy common tests wk again-.-
so i'm gonna mug lyk siao again-.-
i'll come back to do CPR to revive my blog soon aftr 2 wks(:

it's like ice-cream

2010-02-26T06:30:00.001-08:00

it's finally the end of the common tests one!!!
HOORAY! i've officially survived the gruelling week of cmt1 -pats(:-
damn tiring... anw, feel free to join the early bird club which comprises of me, the walking zombie club which comprises of mich and the early bird AND walking zombie club which comprises of xinyee-.- she pro manz. sleep @ 1pm, wake up @ 4pm. DAMN HIONG! PROPROPROPROPRO!
amath is lyk worrying... was almost burned out while studying for it. and trust me, i didnt hve it so hard even while studying for sci! -weeps):-
I JUST HOPE I DONT FAIL MY AMATH!
tt was impacting(: lol, is thr even such a word? XD
sciences this time was okay... considering i placed all my efforts on them and not amath this time(:
LOOKING FORWARD TO FLAG DAY TOMM!
almost forgot abt it until i was reminded abt it during lesson! yayz!
sian, gng to do my last cip in my life. feels resigned...
anw, thr's the march hols to look forward to!
CAMPS+CAMPS+CAMPS!
choir camp and motivational camp and more and more studying...
anw thr'll be a CHOIR CONCERT in april! YAY! so looking forward to it but it's discouraging cus the nxt day will be the day i step down... cant blieve it's so fast!
Anw geog today was hilarious, we were told tt if we take the a lvls then we had to think tt we had survived the o lvls then simultaneously amanda ng, xinyee and i started to sing the song 'We Will Survive' =D lmao!
i've let myself cool down and thought abt it seriously. maybe i'm lyk a fish who is still forever reliant on the water. even though memories of us are frantically erased but they appear again and again and will nvr be diminished.

goodbyes

2010-01-29T02:54:00.000-08:00

just reached home from choir(:(:(:
well, not tt i'm happy tt choir's ended but i'm really exhausted now):
had NYP presentation on mon :o
presented to our teacher mentor and supervisor
started the pp by introducing our project, grp members name, blablabla
cp did the presentation 1st, followed by xy who spoke as fast as a bullet train o:
and lastly me who spoke as slow as a snail. which is shocking as i usually speak lyk a bullet train
xy used a laser we got from MrA to describe our product and how it worked(:
professional(: only tt she couldnt control the laser, look @ our audience and describe @ the same time.
speaking of the laser, i'm so pleased with my persuasive ability^^
initially in class we totally asked him over n over again to lend us either a pointer or a laser so tt we could use it for our pp and he said he dont hve and suggested tt we could use a broomstick o: but in the end he managed to lend us his newnewnew laser(: never cut open b4 one(: yeah! i can consider being a salesperson since i'm gd @ persuading:D
not forgetting tt i got my new sch bag aftr persuading mum for 20mins.
got back a math test
only one word: depressing
and i've obviously forgotten something tt MrA told us manymanymanymanymany times cus tt's wat he said and used a thousand manys
got 29/37):
was expecting 35 since i deducted 2 marks for some lame question i couldn't do which was quite easy. fine, i feel irony-.-
still A1 but then seeing tt i totally so hiong for this test...
stayed bak in sch to go for choir meeting. tt was my main agenda for staying back-.- but seeing tt i was redundant and couldnt contribute so i left to study chem on tues
saw weijie @ stone table
and went canteen to eat.
the best thing was tt when i went bak to look for weijie aftr eating, she was nt thr.
and i saw MrA teaching this girl tt looked lyk her from the back so i walked over, intending to tap her on her shoulder or call her name. when i edged nearer to the table lyk abt one hand away, i noticed tt she was nt weijie-.- LOL. so i felt totally paiseh and ya, i dont hve to elaborate more
anw, i will go and watch tv now and relax my aching body(ok, i'm exaggerating^^)
i finally understand how tiring it is. it's like you're floating and i'm falling and maybe in this whole life i'll never be able to catch up with you. let our memories go with the wind. thanks for being a small section of my life. i'll nvr regret my decision cos once hope is gone, even tt small last hope tt glimmers in the dark is gone, it'll nvr be the same again.

maybe this is what it's like... to treasure the present.

2010-01-16T02:49:00.000-08:00

i think i'm gng blind soon-.- just adjust my com's font size to larger. kkies, mummy's gonna kill me if she comes to rd my blog one day(^^). another end of th 2nd wk(: i think i'm surviving well enough to be slaughtered for th 'O's. had a parents forum tdy. 8-12!!! ahhh! anw, th 1st half was reallllyyyy boring... couldnt imagine the excitement i had. so fun. then we had refreshments and our class totally sent out many representives to help get the refreshments(: went to toilet with xy,zy,mich,wj,valerie and huiqin during the 1st half to exercise and stretch(: i really cant stand these kind of looonnggg functions whr u seat for many hrs and get your legs numb and all those-.- the second half was so much more interesting(: some workshop to help u count the nos. of days left b4 getting slaughtered. shock awaited me and my jaws fell swiftly to the ground in a jifty. (ok, th aftrmath of an eng compo test) aftr th workshop had a really boring day except for 桃花小妹 last ep, which is gng to happen l8r on! omg... i guess yuyi is actually not taohua's bro can(: and so tt means shilang is her bro and they cant be tog!! yay! i lurve sad love stories
anw, here goes^^
mon: pe lesson was funny(: and i am damn happy wit my chi o's result(:
tues: CCA day and i'm so sad cus thr were no screaming sessions and i didnt go to c th uniform grps booth in the hall):
wed: had some really boring amath lesson. 1st time i almost fell asleep): had eng compo writing test and i felt lyk a total idiot aftr writing my compo cus it seemed so lame-.-
thu: had chem test. omg, cant believe it cus thr were Qs i werent exposed to in tuition!!! hope i can get a B at least0.0
fri: didnt help out for choir auditions cus was revising amath. and guess wat? yup, we waited for almost 2hrs for... was really pissing us off but it all seem worth it cuz i got all my doubts cleared(: i sort of stopped the crapping from gng on so we had quite a fruitful session(: cant blieve the tests are still gng on nxt wk. yeah, i'm havin so much fun in my full speed life manz.
time flies. 4yrs. it's just gonna end soon. every stone, every pebble seems precious to me. i dont wan it to all end so fast. i treasure the time so much all because i dont wanna have regrets. aftr everything, i'll just be an outsider and a onlooker, not getting myself involved, not complaining abt strict rules and boring lessons anymore. maybe if time could just stop for a days time. i know it's the same for us. the longing increases everyday. sometimes i just wanna give up cus it all just seems so tiring. i'm pulling, but u're fallin deeper and deeper, maybe to the point of no return and to the point whr i have no more strength to pull u up.

look over the rainbow

2010-01-09T05:20:00.000-08:00

phewwwww. it's th end of th 1st wk of th hectic sch life.
mon: felt so honoured cuz i finally sat in th gallery for morning assembly^^ th only thing is i'll get caught easily if i try to tok or even whisper): and i couldn't c th words on th pp slides cuz they were too small... anw, i didnt bother to look @ them either(: and seriously, i couldn't rem wat was said on morning assembly on 1st day @ all except th one on th sch rules(: so here am i wearing ear sticks to sch on mon without breaking th rules!!! yay. then went bak to class to vote for monitors and class comm. and guess wat, our class is @ th farrrr end of th sch which means we'll need @ least 3mins or even more to get to th sch field and be late for P.E. ok, out of pt(: my pt is, our classroom is @ th far end!!! gd luh, can lose weight^^
tues: had 2 hrs of chi!!! soooo interesting-.- anw, i chose th seat beside th window(dont think otherwise of my decision huh^^) sort of shutted off until th part of gng thru ming yan jing ju.
wed: nothing much
thu: forgot.lol(:
fri: geog wasn't so bad(: chionged studying my ming yan jing ju in th morning and during recess cuz i forgot to study it th day b4!!!=oo=dont think i'll do so badly for it=] had choir. and ms tan is so nice(: she allowed us to do hw during choir prac and i completed my vectors hw!!! had choir run-- dunno why but i seem to be enjoying it(: shall try to beat more pple nxt time(: learnt how to fold hearts using straws(: tough job manz. anw, i brought some straws home to fold for th choir cuz it's probably th last thing i'll be able to do for th choir): were told tt we were not allowed to participate in th CCA open hse): maybe if i knew this last yr i would hve be more enthu in CCA open hse last yr):
yep, tt's abt all. i tink it's really crazy cuz we're hvin block test nxt wk!!!

get whisked into the past

2009-12-30T18:59:00.000-08:00

it's the last day of 2009 and nxt day would be 2010 and after reading michelle's blog i've decided i'll start some kind of a reflect-on-2009-year kind of thing(: (haha, i got give u credit^^)

since i'm such an optimistic person=P, i shall start

with the good things tt happened in 2009(:

(: -i got into a triple sci class, well, you could say it was really my dream cum true

(: -got a new touch screen phone

(: -finally took off my braces

(: -made such wonderful new fwens=D

(: -to have common thoughts

all the sad moments):

): -sec 3 sch subj... were a killer and for me, my transition period would be one year cus i couldn't get a hang of wad was gng on sch this yr, nothing went thru my head until now... but maybe it is really too late cus thr's only a few mths left b4 the 'O's

): -being bugged by sch subj's everyday... everyday i wake up it's hwhw and more hw. study until late, wake up still study...

): -my drooping shoulders... thanks to xy and zy for consistently reminding me to lift my shoulders and i totally regret for not heeding your advice cus only now hve i realised th importance of nice shoulders

): -my freaking sch results...

ok, maybe i'm such an optist cus i realised i had less ): than (:. but it doesn't really matter cus it's all in the past.

heh heh, my 2009 resolutions, i tink my mum is super excited to read this part eh?

?- to wake up early everyday and not sleep late(she happy i sad...)

?- to not get any failures for any of my subj

?- to at least get a pass for piano g8

?- to not bother (ahem) so often(:

?- to sit in the middle but bak of my class(maybe i exchange place wit u horr mich?(: )

?- tt courage @ the end of th yr cus i know i'm so gonna say it(:(:(:

?- to do well in my 'O's

yeah, tt's about the end. maybe my heart is actl counting down to the end of nxt yr cus i know wat's exactly gonna happen. i wont regret my decision to do so unless some incident occuring nxt yr sways my decision. i hope it wont.

from now till nxt yr, it's only gonna be countdown and no fantasies cus i know it'll only do no good for me. i'd prefer the distance(?)... maybe.

listening to the sounds of the waves

2009-12-25T21:11:00.001-08:00

went to Orchard to celebrate x-mas(:

went for high-tea @ Royal Plaza yummy(:

anw, i loved th congee and th soup thr th most(:

some pics from th outing(:

we were taking pics of each other taking pics of each other(: ok, sounds really confusing. but anw, i was taking a pic of her @ th same time as she was taking a pic of me^^nice ice-cream decorated by me

before

and

after

LOL, aftr it was messed up by a greedy creature called me=D

ICE KACANG!!! decorated by meeeeeee(: nice, so i think i shld consider being an ice kacang designer=P obviously tish was b4 th greedy monster which is me, started eating it=D

release tt irony self of me

2009-12-22T19:07:00.000-08:00

congrats to my sis on gng to TKGS!!!(: i know she lurves it. @ the sch now. i mean SHE'S @ the sch now(:

vry sian cus cam still with mum so cant put photos we took in farm stay or sis bdae here): shall put it th nxt time.

anw the farm stay was quite nice. th only thing is tt our villa did nt hve tt transparent toilet and we lived in lyk the central of tt small village?? cus thr were normal villas which were meant for couples and th room in it is super small. hardly space for me to walk thru. the only gd thing is tt thr was a balcony whr u could sit @ and enjoy th sunset(: and and and th toilet is lyk transparent. anw, th whole atmosphere @ the couple villa is romantic(: the villa we stayed @ was bigger and much less romantic. ok fine, tt was nt really an impt element cus we went thr as a family(: went for foot wash(or whatever they call tt) included in th package and got my foot dirty again aftr tt-.- dad went for th massage NOT included in the package):):): i wannnnnnn. anw thr was this billiard or pool table thr and u could play a game for $2 and we tried it. hit th last 2 most diff. balls in th hole!!! really WOW and exhilarating(: shall play it more often(: also an karaoke system thr. but th problem is tt it's in th outdoors, yeah, u SING ON A PUBLIC STAGE with everyone looking @ u... anw, i didnt care and said ok, i wan sing. but lyk, u sing one song for free provided u purchase 2 drinks. 2 drinks entitle u to 1 song. and so on. not worth it so no kbox session): caught a hand glove @ th UFO catcher!!! spent my dad $4 on it): anw, it looks reallllllllyyyyy cute. had a walk around th plantations led by one of th staff thr. took many pics on th way(: played this go cart. lyk a mini bicycle(?) played it under the hot sun so kena sun burn): hve lyk a lil' pigmentations now): shld hve bought sun block... but th food sold thr was really nice(: apart from th place u know, filled with houseflies when less pple were eating thr.

sis wore a checkered shirt and denim shorts on her bdae. me, this coat lyk jacket with a spaghetti strap inside and black shorts. played th happy birthday on th piano and dad used the stool as his drum(: her tiramisu cake was deeeeeeeeeeeelicious!!! except for it hvin a lil' wine taste to it. went to hougang mall to play timezone and eat pepper lunch and to bowling and to a Korea restaurant @ nite. really yummy. took really funny pics thr(:(:(: omg, shall post th videos we took thr too cus it's really hilarious!

went with xinyee to NYP yesterday. omg, i'm really glad tt we've finally finished th diagram for our report cus we had a really hard time with it yesterday... spent lyk 2 plus hrs on some diagram!

i dont know what to do or what to say. when i convince myself it's time to give up, u always give me tt glimmer of hope. when i convince myself it's time to let go and go after more important things, you appear. it's jus th irony tt someone i want to forget so much is also th one tt i dont want to. maybe jus one nudge from u would convince me tt somethings tt r not meant to be for me will nvr be...

to forget those memories we shared

2009-12-13T21:19:00.000-08:00

YEAH!! countdown to 2 more days and i'm gng to th Kranji Farm Resort!!(:
for one thing, th toilet is super cool!!!

why? cuz it's open air and has totally transparent doors!!(: which means i'll be able to look out into the vast azure blue sky when i'm in it=]
not to mention, the bedroom's design is nt bad too^^
Balinese design(^-^)

th best part, is, th whole resort totally has a country-like feel(:

totally looking forward(:
gotta do chem research): anw, the best part is i'm nt in charge of creating the podcast and all those!!! YAY! LOL, i'm a I.T. nerd(:

it's gonna be tt strong courage of mine.to help me overcome this longing.i hope to feel away, even though tt's a stupid decision, for me.

time heals all. i get that.

2009-12-12T03:01:00.000-08:00

actually thought i'd switch from blogger to live journal but i guess tt's not th case now any more(:
went out with childhood friends yesterday(: (geddit xinyee?^-^)
firstly sis n i went to buy pressies for claire @ compass.chose this piggy bank for her. so cute=D=D=D thought of buyin one too but had to hurry to kebangam(?) mrt to meet them. tot it would take @ least 1 1/2 hr to get thr and guess wat? it only took 1/2 hr)= reached super early=P haiz, my time estimation, not too early then too late(: had fun tokin in th car.
sang songs on joy's kbox system.
ok, here's the thing.
their kbox system is really cool as it can rate your singing.
but th thing is, th louder u sing, the higher your score is-.-
anw, i kept tryin for a higher score but... sad.
anw, we agreed it's nt accurate(right joy?(: )
then played wii.
so fun until my arm muscles ached lyk crazy today.
somemore with piano lesson... T.T
then went to parkmall to meet mummy(:
played @ timezone.
played basketball, DDR, GoGo Fish.
GoGo Fish was really fun(: played x2
then played this simulator ride in timezone.
it's this ride whr u sit in this cable car lyk machine and then choose th roller coaster route u want to take and off you go.
anw, th thing is, it's nt real.
sat with sis and she started screamin:P
me too, but nt as much(:
anw, joy said we screamed vry loudly(^-^)
then ate @ Ajisen(: yummy. as usual, Hokkaido butter ramen+ chilli from sis's spicy ramen.
played taitee(?), cheat and heart attack.
laughed quite loudly(*-*)
went to ate @ Carls' jr(: yummy.
then danced in the dark(^-^)
anw, it was really fun(:
didnt bother taking any pics(:

oh wow, 3 more weeks to sec four. cant blieve it. it's as if p6 just ended and now my nxt crucial yr is here again. sian, i really gotta do well for physics(!.!)

as much as i want to forget, it's taking me weeks. but i know i'll do it. i dont need your help.

follow your heart

2009-12-09T20:49:00.000-08:00

realised it's a few days i heven been blogging(: sian, cus nothin much to write):
been trying to chiong my hw. if nt cant enjoy farm stayyyyyyy): will be gng on 17Dec=D=D=D excited man. LOL.
hope to take some pics from th farm stay to put on blog=D yeah, i gonna use cam to take photos cos my phone's memory gng burst ler. lost my USB cable anw so i cant put pics i take from my phone into the com=[
xy came over yesterday, with the intention to do SS and in the end we started toking and toking(: and started watching Ice Princess=D nice show.

then yesterday while dng hw mum asked if i wanted to buy new set of sch U. she said i'll be wearing miniskirts if i dont buy. i dont care=P anw, last yr al so quite waste money and some of my skirts are not tattt short=D still acceptable. might as well use th money to buy a new dress or some skirts for me. (in need of skirts!!!)

sian, gng do phy report now): gd luck to me for th nxt 1hr=[=[=[

like it or not, i've decided to forget about all this. no regrets. i've given up hope. i've given up on things tt are not my priority.

sunny weather(:

2009-12-04T21:43:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA!!! vry excited to blog today!!!
went with sis to K-BOX yesterday!!! =D
sang a thousand and one songs.
started with singing 我知道 by By2(:
then also sang i gotta feeling (heh, mich, your fave=D )
ok, heres the best part:
me: choosing the songs and kneeling in front of the tv screen
sis: singing American Boy XD (it's tt song tt was sung during S'pore Idol by one of the girls)
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ok, just look @ the lyrics and you'll get my meaning=D
LOL(:

lemme c. nows lik beginning of Dec and i still left a whole lot of hw:(:(:(
anw, the gd news is i finally managed to print out the piano score for River flows in you!!! finally my com is not lagging and i can print it. shall learn it=D
yeah, got a new tv=D

christmas craze

2009-12-02T20:53:00.000-08:00

went to watch happy flight with esther^^
@ orchard cineplex
plot: about this pilot and a few airstewardess and how they manage to handle a challenge during one of their flights
quite a nice show and quite comical too except for th part whr they started explaining how to prevent the airplane from geting into a disaster. started explaining all those direction stuff which i caught no ball @ all. lol. snuck KFC Snackers and a mountain dew drink into the cinema. nice try. spilled the drink all over my jacket!!! ok so i was quite sticky after the whole show ended):

walked down orchard road to taka(:(:(:
yeah, i ate a cream puff and corn soup and chicken wing.
saw this exhibition about DOMOKUNNNNNNNN!!! omg!!
selling his t-shirts and stuff toys!!! i wann...

walked around taka and passed by this shop selling hats and bag and really nice wallets(heh heh, get the hint?(: ) so we went in and started trying out the hats and caps. wow, super nice. then i notice this person in charge of the shop keep looking at us luh. anw, it's always the case. and we ignored her=D

then went to orchard mrt to take the train home. LOLL. i cant imagine what happened nxt but we took the train and on the way to somerset...
me:eh, sian, i wan go c christmas lightings
esther: oh ya! i thought you wanted to go and see the lightings.
me: LOL.
and dunno how we chatted until we both agreed to alight @ somerset and walk the whole stretch of orchard to plaza sing!!! HAHAH. ok, i feel sorry for th mrt fare):

anw, it was super fun. shall post the pics after esther sends them to me(:

i think i'm starting to let go more. great. i hate the undecisiveness.

pughnacious freak(NO OFFENCE^^)

2009-11-28T03:07:00.001-08:00

ok, as usual, blogger has some problems AGAIN!!!
just came home from tuition and open house. seriously, i think i'm really anti-enthu @ some stuff now:( not as high during open house as i usually was for the past 2 yrs. had sci discovery duty @ the newly opened sci lab. did some explanation on pressure to th p6 children. then went for choir performance. and guess what?! they totally forgot to announce tat choir was havin a performance and only 1/5 of th audi was filled up!! almost fainted and i'm glad i survived th performance ordeal cuz i totally wanted to faint due to th cold=[ then went bak to sci discovery lab to find xinyee and hve lunch: chicken wing + rice + lettuce + chilli sauce. =[=[=[ then went for tuition. sad. almost fell asleep. wat can i expect anw, aftr the whole morning at sch. it is grp tuition luh, and think my tutor was totally looking and me cano.o oops. and th cold air in th room made it even more unbearable for my throat. anw, i not gng to care so much now cus recently learning how to make blog tempt=D still searching for info. yeah, 桃花小妹 here i come!!!

and yeah, you know you make my head spin like a thousand times per min so are you gng to do something about it?

the feeling of loquacious

2009-11-25T00:51:00.000-08:00

yo, picture for today^^
got hooked up onto photo funia too(:
2 MORE DAYS TO OPEN HOUSE AND SCI DISCOVERY DUTY=D

if only you were there...

split personalities

2009-11-16T18:48:00.000-08:00

movie time with LAfans yesterday^^
went to plaza sing to watch My Sister's Keeper. i thought it was quite a nice movie but well, when it ended Michelle said thr was still a twist to this movie but they didnt act it out. quite disappointed=[ not to mention i ate nachos thruout th movie and still din manage to finish it. then went window shopping. almost walked th WHOLE plaza sing. walking + crapping. crapping somemore and walking(: went to look @ cards at Precious Moments and went to adore th bears @ build a bear. (aww, so cute(: i want one!!!) then went to eat Stone rice + ice kacang. feelin a bit guilty now so i gng jog @ Punggol Park l8r with xy(: yeah, to burn off some calories.

idk wat's happening now. am i reconsidering this decision. am i taking a step backwards to think things clearer. th sense of loss seems to be gradually disappearing. but i dont want this to happen, i want th feeling of loss to be forever thr. what's going on...

somewhere over the rainbow...

2009-11-13T18:12:00.000-08:00

finally!! the end of two weeks INTENSIVE study programme!!

th first wk wasnt so bad cos only had chem SPA. i still felt tat it was chaotic cos i couldnt tell if i was a yellow or white solid that was found in the eva. dish-.- maybe i inheritted some colour blind genes(?) o.o anw, had lyk a long time to check but still used th WRONG vol. to calculate the energy thingy -.- depressing-.- nothing much,as usual a whole lot of hw from amath.. then th 2nd wk, had CHI O's!!! th paper 1, i felt tat it was so much btr than th june one. cos i din know what 劳改 was! (it was a chi term used in june paper 1) yep, my chi sucks. so i chose 报章报道 for nov. O's=] gave it my best shot, didnt think i could finish writting in time but i did^^ then had bio SPA. everything went well too except tat i forgot to drop the peanut into the crucible while it was burning.. phy SPA DID NOT GO WELL. xian luh, didnt understand th instructions given and tried to seek assistance. in th end didnt seek cos i read th question again and roughly got it. on fri: norm lessons, SAD tat it was farewell time):

then had choir BBQ in th evening. started drizzling when i met meifang @ bishan interchange. we toook a taxi thr cos east coast park is definitely th most unaccessible park in S'pore (to me?). started to rain even more heavy when we got thr!!! then went to meet ms tan under some shelter near th BBQ pit. she sure is pro in choosing th venue=] got shelter, BBQ pit, bicycle rental shop and some convenience store. lata rain stopped and we went to BBQ=D i helped out wlf th otahs(: and huge chicken chunks. chicken wings were well done =D and i found out the secret to BBQ-ing nice marshmellows, crisp on the outside but soft on the inside=D yummy. had fun totally, as usual for every BBQ(:

to mich: thanks for all those advice(: they helped a lot(: thanks for comforting too.

i feel silly. but hey, at least i'm satisfied and contented(:

th- exhilaration

2009-11-04T01:58:00.000-08:00

oh wow, exhilarating..
it's lyk th 1st wk of sch holidays and i'm so not in th mood with th amount of lessons we hve everyday...
mon: SPA SPA and more SPA
tues: somemore SPA, and not to mention i read the timetable wrongly, betted with xinyee that thr'll be no a math and thr was and gd luck, i owe her a treat-.- nothing much, except the fact that i memorised 6 amath equations without even trying to memorise it thx to some rhythm conjured up and thx to michelle's repetition of it thru out the WHOLE bio enrichment=] (no thx to the variation though-.-)
today: just got home.. was supposed to watch my sister's keeper with xinyee but didnt cos yeah, exams exams and more exams. everything just seems so stagnent now. hopefully chem SPA this friday will be a success?

i'm just tired. i wish all this would stop. i wish the world would just stop turning for one day. i wish it would all go slower. i dont wanna hear anymore of this and i'm just sick of it and it makes me wanna burn up. but i dont think you get the hint do you. just hand me the bucket, the one whr i pour my sorrows inside so i could do that one more time...

i dont wanna wish upon a starrrrrr

2009-10-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

Yeah, i know my blog's reeealllly gng dead soon-.- anw, i'm bak to revive it!!! (:
nothing much gng on except for th scary fact tat mrang just popped behind us tish wk which idk how he didd it but he pointed to th ground floor when we asked him so we assumed he meant that he flew up(?).
monday:slackslackslack
tuesday:slackslackslack even more and went NYP bought GREEN APPLE BUBBLE TEA!!! omg... how sinful can tat be to my health? but i still drunk it anwwwwwww.
wed: did music hw in morning(heyys, it's called continuation from last nite)-- gotta buck up if i wanna continue to take MUSIC for Os... and went to music in th afternoon. andd ARRIVED ON TH DOT!!! kkays, i'm proud of tish fact^^
thu: slackslackslack... did a WHOLE lot of surveys-.- even missed literary fiesta-.- xianns man, tish yr's literary fiesta is nt held @ nite, no movies and no performances for sec3s to watch...
fri a.k.a todaeeeeeeeee: i hope i'm nt gonna slack^^ gonna blog and maybe prac piano-.-
lookin forward to sun manz, HIPHOP CLASS!!! (overhyper0.0)
jus designed th class tee(: hope u guys would lik it even though i know nt really up to standard and quite umm nt up to feel(?)

heh, and YOU RAWK, even though i've nvr told you tat.

kkkbbOOxx~peepo(:

2009-10-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

todaee was really super KBOX day!!!!!!!!(:
went wit huien n berlyn to kbox.
yeah, i'm sorry):
turned up late so reach ehub late, no more rooms so we had to go HOUGANG PLAZA kbox instead.
but hey, it was REALLY FUN!(:
things to note when u go kbox:
1. go wit a fwen who has a super super super WONDERFUL voice, u noe, wit voice lyk maybe Stephanie Sun eg: BERLYN=D so u can really really please ur ears to th MAX. (hey, i'm nt being sarcarstic(: )
2. go wit a fwen tat does nt eat so much titbits so u can hve most of th titbits to urself(: eg:HUIEN=D(yeah, i'm being quite greedy=D )
yep, it was paradise todaee.
aftr being released from our imaginary cage tat we were being locked up inside during these 2 WHOLE weeks to mug for EOYS, we were finally released, NO, i shld say we ARE released!!!
anw, we sang lyk a thousand and 1 songs.
ok, maybe nt a thousand and 1 but u get th idea =D
berlyn was amazing us wit her ultra voice(: while i was, ok, seemed quite squeaky bside her(:
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i shall tok about th trip to SAKAE SUSHI on 16OCT nooow(:
people included: linyuan,xinmei,yuting,huien,sijiun,karen,xinyee,ziyi,michelle n i.
super hilarious.
nope.
we went to sign up for th celefare for Jack Neo's movie first.
then went to SAKAE @ Bugis
then th fun started and i shall not bother to click 'enter' so mani times so i shall type everything out jus lyk tat. firstly, started to take sushi from conveyor belt. got too mani peepo so we split table. xinyee, michelle, ziyi n i sat at one table and michelle and i totally koped th seat nearest to th conveyor belt so we could take much more food=D initially i tot it was a gd thing but then xinyee and ziyi started to ask michelle and i to help them take food from th conveyor belt-.- so i sort of regretted seating thr?(:(:(: jkjk. hahas. n then we started to play truth or dare. th thing about this kind of games is tat it will get super dangerous. and i said it dangerous(: i shall nt elaborate about xinyee's truth now cus yeah. it's super sensitive(: then when it was my turn i chose dare. n aftr givin me all sorts of options, lyk: call -ahem- and ask him come sakae to eat (noway michelle!(: ), laugh loud when th guys from th nxt table tried to 'shh' us th nxt time, and th last one: DRINK A WEIRRRDD CONCOCTION specially prepared by berlyn and co. of course i chose th last one luh(: and i drank it. initially without seeing wat th contents were, it was ok cus i only tasted majority soya sauce+wasabi+some jelly lyk thing(?) then aftr drinking it, i started to peer and stir and scoop to c wat th contents were and i felt lyk i was th luckiest gurl in th whole universe. ok, mayb tat sounded a bit off luh, but it is true. th concoction looked so disgusting until i can tell u i totally almost fainted!!! then we went to shop shop tok tok (discuss about teachers' day pressies to give nxt yr(?) ) yeah, and we went home aftr xinyee and i slacked somemore at hougang mall by borrowing books, wah-ing at th clothes at cotton on (ok, i shall be honest. tat was mainly me only(: )
yeah, it was really fun and i cant imagine th relieve i felt when my bio paper was finally collected. (except for th fact i forgot to write my class on OAS-.-)
we've been draggin this on for too long. i admit i want things to stay status quo. i admit i'd even admit this to you. but cant you maybe do something, do something to make me feel better?

mood: nt VERY perky

2009-10-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

lol, nxt week exams gonna start and what am i STILL doing here when i shld be muggin lik IN TOTAL MADNESS?! ok, even i dun noe th ans-.- anw, stayed back in sch todae to ask questions, study, yep, th same old stuff. felt touched by an incident today again. yeah, needa continue to do GEOG notes-.-

at this instance, i finally know what gratitude is. after a long time of 15 yrs, i get it, i feel it...

i like this. i like this feel between us, the realisation of each other's existence without making things so obvious is great. i wish this would go on cos' th last thing i would want is for it to stop...

fun and tangents

2009-09-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

Wow yeah!!! my BLOGGER account is finally WELL!!! can put pics ^^, change colours for th words and change fonts!!! hahas, jus in time for my last posts b4 i suffer for th EOYS...
neways, had th bestest superest mid autumn last fri!!! omg... i din noe mid autumn could be soooo fun!!! gonna attend it AGAIN nxt yrs even though i only saw a few sec 4s attending it. okies, th fri started as usual, attending lessons and more lessons and ssp which i almost fell asleep except for geog whr it was quite hilarious as usual(: then had choir prac. then was released for dinner which i only ate a crossant (spelling error?) cus dunno y, nt hungry. met up wit weijie and did lik some chem questions b4 going back to choir to get ready for th performance. th performance was ok luh, except for th part whr i was so kan chiong to get up on th steps in my hall until i totally cut yong en and he was lik : joanne, wat u doing? -.-
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aftr th performance, totally chionged and changed back into uniform to meet up wit weijie in th hall. then went down to play lantern(:(:(: i mean i played and she stood thr searching for kukumalu(: then saw amanda toh and was super excited cus she oso wanted to play lanterns(: anws, we took photos wit mrchong, msong and mrang and i'm so damn tempted to place them on th blog but so weird can.
and i can totally be sure tat tis is th best mid-autumn!!! NVR HAD A MORE FUN ONE THAN TISH! but i shall not elaborate on more cus lik tat can write essay lerr(: hahas... now gonna make notes for MUSIC-.- sadded... anyways, super mucho thanks to WEIJIE and AMANDA TOH for making my mid-autumn th most enjoyable one!!!(: (c weijie, i nvr pang seh u huh?(: )

maybe we've crossed each other paths by too far, maybe we've been parallel to each other once, maybe we've nvr glanced at each other before, however now it's all changed, i wish th moment we exchanged convos could last forever. however, is this really what i want, is this the correct way things should be...

fabulous or shocking?!

2009-08-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

jus wanna say i'm super freaked out cus i stepped on a cockroach and KILLED IT!!! omg... yesterday nite i offed th com and stepped on th ground to leave and i felt something STICKY... i looked down at my leg n din c anything so i decided i'd look @ what i'd step... BAD CHOICE!!! i saw tish dead small cockroach on th ground with some white dried up pus thingy or watevr tat was. it's feelers were totally out of place and omg... cant describe it anymore. idk if i was th one tat stepped on it cus th pus seemed to be DRIED up. omg, so i tink my dad killed it and i stepped on it so more white pus came out and got onto my feet!!!
dunno why, but my house seems to be lik a TOTAL HAVEN for insects. tish includes: LIZARDS(majority), COCKROACHES, SOME FLY(minority). while watching th TV, one can only find it creepy and shocking to c lizards crawling across th walls lik nobody's business and would even try to chase it away. however, tish is totally COMMON in our house. it's not shocking to find lizards of any shapes, colours, sizes crawling over our walls lik nobody's business.
once my dad grabbed a bottle of honey and he grabbed a lizard TOGETHER with th bottle. no, wait, i tink he grabbed its TAIL. ><><>
sometimes i wished i could jus pour everything out of my heart... my emotions, my happiness, my sorrows. and u'd be th one to pick it up...

passion: a nvr ending dream...

2009-08-24T07:59:00.000-07:00

lol, blogger STILL no colour.
din intend to post actually but i shall post aftr seeing xinyee's blog cus i got a lot of comments to make=]=]=]
went to look for mrang today n asked a lil' question only -.- which was pissing me off luh, usually got so much questions to ask then xinyee and i would be lik so busy and of course he would oso be so busy-.- then today we lik got so much time but so lil' questions to ask=[ anw, we called him on th intercom and on th second time he finally ( =] ) came out. which was shocking to me cus usually we must call for 10 times then he would come out (jkjk=] not so many times=]) anw, b4 he came out, chocolate came out n i only wanted to say something and weijie totally pinched me on th arm. *ouch*=[ okok, i noe i wont let him noe u're a member of his official fan club=] then we let yuqi and weijie ask their question 1st cus i tot i wanted to ask many questions and would take up a whole lot of their time. then aftr they left xinyee sat bside mrang and i on th opp of him. (everytime lik tat waad=] ) and i got super pissed off cos she asked a whole lot of questions so i started to chat wit meifang who was outside th staff room and rambling to her... blah blah blah. finally when i went back i noticed xinyee was asking th questions i din noe lehh. then i was lik: eh! this question i oso dunno lehh. and th both of them totally look up @ me lik i was scaring them =] [sorry (: ] asked my question and then hinted xinyee tat we can go lerr. almost wanted to say bye when he was lik: u all can do th graphs here and xinyee and i was lik oh, ok. and i went up classroom to get my nb, pangseh-ing her. psps. th best part is tat i was lik drawing my graphs using agaration and mrang was lik: eh, use th ruler. me: huh, so troublesome. nvm one luh, exam time then i use. mrang: ok, then i minus marks if i cannot read your graph. me(freaked out): huh... ok luh. and i started to grumble on and on about using a ruler-.- then xinyee was lik: bring us to th staff lounge lehh. me was quite shock. lik she wan go thr 4 wat. yuan lai she wanted to c th wii XD. mrang was lik: u can go challenger thr got wii can go thr play. lol. then went for choir. practiced th mid autumn festival performance song and some lullaby=] kk, gotta sleep now. nitez!!!=]

SEXY VOICE`

2009-08-14T19:24:00.000-07:00

oh wow, now my voice is super sexy-.-
1st: throat ulcer
2nd: STILL throat ulcer
3rd: TERRIBLE flu and FAINTING SPELL
4th: not so terrible flu, no fainting spell, AND A LIL' COUGH
5th: a lil' flu, starting to become sexy voice AND A LIL' COUGH
TODAY: no more flu, SUPER ULTRA LOW SEXY VOICE (so maybe i can sing BARITONE 4 a short period of time-.-)
~ SOPRANO IS A NONO FOR MIIE:( ~
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e-learning day yesterday...
woke up @ 7.30 to 'chiong' all th hw.
th worst was SS-.-
super long comments we hve to give...
did emath 1st.
10 questions. not bad luh, scored 90%. but one question dunno how to do.
then EL.
posted my comments on th topic: SHOULD SCHOOLS REPLACE EXAMINATIONS WITH OTHER FORMS OF ASSESSMENTS?
of course i said YES luh(:
nxt SS-.-
went 2 th webbie to watch th video but com lag and got problem so couldnt watch it on com.
oned my laptop juz to watch tat video-.-
ans 3 questions tat seem short, only 3 ma.
but i tink i was vry xian + my com lag.
so i took quite a long time to get it done.
finally, did th elearning survey.
and it was done!!! (still left bio luh-.-, so instead of 4 subj. i needed to do 5 subj for elearning day)
goin to do chem blog lata.
then went to NYP
saw chu peng @ th MRT station and xy and me boarded th train wit him.
played super mario. (i really dunno how to handle th controls while playin super mario// dunno why)
got off and when to measure our temp.
take note tat i had SORE THROAT yesterday so i ticked th boxo.o
lucky temp was normal(:
wore a jacket in th room cos i felt lik i was in a DEEP FREEZE.
learned more about SENSORS n did th pp slides.
spent quite a lot of time on my part on th slides and XY got pek chek
chu peng typed th whole chunk of words he found (which was in pictorial form and couldnt be copied nor pasted-.-)
into microsoft words(PRO!) and i helped 2 summarise it.
left NYP.
xy n i went to AMK Hub to shop for XX present (cannot say here if nt no surprise(: )
bought yogurt (medium size for each one of us) at $2 cheaper cuz thr was a promotion=]
stood @ 2nd floor above th railings n watched pple @ 1st floor below th railings eat.
kept laughing cos of th scenario we saw.
decided we would not be so mean and we went to sit down on some benches.
while we were eating and crapping @ th usual stuff(:
tish display glass from this shop DROPPED DOWN and SHATTERED INTO A MILLION PIECES.
i totally got th shock of my life and was even shocker when xy pointed out tat th one of th shattered pieces was juz RIGHT IN FRONT OF MIIE! (lik less than 1m away)
i've learnt a lesson: NVR WALK NEAR SHOPS TAT HVE DISPLAY GLASSES ON THR DISPLAY SHELVES.
(but tat would be quite diff. cos almost EVERY shops hve display shelves)
took a bus home wit xy and listened to songs.

yeah, tat's about all (says me in my SEXY voice)

finally, acolouredpost!!!

2009-08-09T21:34:00.000-07:00

ok,even though it's lik totally one week aftr my bdae, i shall post about it=]=]=]
FIRSTLY, thank you to everyone tat sang bdae songs to me and helpin me celebrate my bdae cuz i really ENJOYED IT!!!
THANKU:
xinyee
michelle
ziyi
kaiying
jacquelyn
pearlyn
cindy
elicia
yvonne
weijie
...for th card and pressiesXD
THANKU:
sudar
huiqin
gretel
...for inviting everyone to start singin th bdae song even though huiqin...:P
shall not mention about th details of it but i really enjoyed it and thx very much!!!

shall wish MICHELLE: HAPPY 15TH BDAE, COUNTDOWN TO TH 20TH AUG!!!XD

-yourwisheswereallineeded...thanksforgrantingmethiswishandmakingmyday...-

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2009-08-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

lol, idk why blogger still cannot hve coloured words luh-.-
went for NYP today. as usual, crappin as we did th soldering. arrgh, i forgot to bring th mask to wear so i would stop breathin th GAS produced by th soldering(willcausecancer-.-)... anw, we did soldering for sensors=] when i first tried out my end product, my product sounded lik it was futting can=] i noe it sounds super vulgar luh, but truly, it really sounded lik tat=] then we started to talk and discovered somemore interesting facts. lol, i wouldnt say it here but it's a really small world. had NDP celebration. super fun, cuz th WHOLE SCH got super HIGH!!! hahas, we din even do th correct actions for th encore cos everyone was standin up so we jus swayed to th beat and sang along=]juz practiced PIANO aftr incessant NAGGING... I WANT TO CHANGE MY EXAM DATE LUH!!! it's lik on 21st AUGUST 2009 which means that i only hve lik 2 WEEKS LEFT BEFORE DOOMSDAY... lata goin watch 换换爱, lol when i watched last week until i tink about 1+ i tink i sleptwalked all th way bak to my room lehh.=] heh, goin do PP16 now, hahs, bfore i watch!!!

concerto~`~

2009-07-31T19:56:00.000-07:00

oh wow, loll. i din even notice tat blogger could not post pics anymore and i jus plugged my usb cable into th com-.- anw, went wit xinyee to a concert last tues. super chaotic can=] cus i got choir then i asked her to wait for my choir to end then we go home tog. so i ended choir @ @round 5.40 ++. went to l00k for her in classroom and went home. then th conceert started @ 7.30 and we reached home at 6.15 ++ omgomgomg. hurried lik xiao. din even hve time to put mascara can =[ took lik forever to reach VCH and we were late. lol. went in at 7.50 lik tat during th short interval. and saw yong en, yong xiang, geannie, samantha a;ready seating thr. oops, we were super late. and th best part is i tink we were supposed to seat somewhr else but ms tan told us to seat at another place. ok, th concert super nice esp. some scottish song? i tot i saw a bagpipe with th stick sticking out luh, but i tink it wasnt a bagpipe at all. ok, admit th fact tat i'm starting tp be crazy over bagpipes and their sound ever since i watched 'CANDY' a cartoon anime show tat your parents might hve watched. but it's super nice luh. i got hooked up onto it and hve th WHOLE SHOW OF 100 epi now=] anw, xinyee was like:whr got stick sticking out?? then i was lik thr, th middle thr. and i din continue cos i was afraid i would lose control of my emotions and laugh out loud in th midst of th concert. anw, aftr the concert ended ms tan offered to fetch us to bishan mrt but we declined th offer cus aiya, seldom come out so late, then... hehheh=] th best part is tat we left off wit ye and yx and then xinyee was lik i need put plaster cus her shoes arh, lik made up of rock lehh, i tried it and i felt as if my feet was going to break=] so i was lik: eh u two go off first. bye. to ye and yx. th TOTALLY best part is we were LOST!! walked all th way to boat quay thr and took some pics and got lost cos i din feel comfortable walking any further lehh, lik not safe. so we called ye and yx and guess wat, we were actually asking 2 NON-SINGAPOREANS how to walk in SINGAPORE. omg... and when they picked up th call i could hear tat they were in th mrt lerr... okay, shall spare th details=] so as u can c, felt quite kuku luh. gretel said i was th gundest person. if u dun get th word, it's: guun dest.
hahas, anw, goin to put retainer now!!! hve finally removed my braces luh, elicia was quite pissed of. sorry elicia, din expect my teeth to move so fast=]=]=] anw yours will be removed soon so jyjy elicia's teeth=]
~~lookin forward to nxt monnnnnnnnnnnn=](of course not cos we're goin to hve assembly luh-.-)

white clouds...

2009-07-20T07:17:00.001-07:00

ok, idk wat's wrong with blogger?? anw, FINALLY HAD BANDING TODAY!!! super high luh!!! finally i can walk about in th sch n dun need to stay in tat hot classroom except fri. (msyeo allowed us to on aircon!!!!! ) ok anw i'm surprised i STILL GOT TIME to blog lehh>.<>.< stain part of my costume pink!!!! today went to nyp: was lik th slackest day in NYP!!! were lik late cus asked some amath questions (OMGAMATHTESTONWED!!!). reached @ 4pm and had lunch @ Grinning Gecko. (of course aftr seekin permission from our supervisor to arrive a lil' lata=]) super nice but @ NYP jus did research about sensors. but it's lik th funnest day!!! xinyee and i were lik totally gossiping cuz we finished th research (hahahaha, shall not tell u th details but it was super funny!!!) chupeng also got involved=]=]=] hahas, tish one would not tell u why either!!! then bought some green apple bubble tea. drank until felt nausea luh=[ then threw away 1/5 of th drink. on th way to yio chu kang mrt xinyee and i saw tish guy who TOTALLY RESEMBLES -ahem-=] (gettin excited uh michelle=]) really look lik him luh shall not say th diff cuz i would sound super bad=] anw, going to find info for geog research and send it to my BELOVED............................................................................ XINYEE LUH!! (utinkwho?) hahahahaha!!!
nitenite!!!!

when u have given me a chance...

2009-07-11T06:29:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! NXT WEEK GOT CHI 'O' LVL ORAL!!!

juz an info =]

2009-07-04T05:22:00.000-07:00

I AM GOIN TO REMOVE MY BRACES ON 31 JUL TO SHOW OFF MY SMILE!!! =]

determined -having a strong desire to do something, so that you will not let anyone stop you

2009-07-03T19:32:00.000-07:00

FIRSTWEEKOFSCHfrom now onwards i nt gonna put picz cuz it's supa supa troublesome=] so it's like on the 1st day, supa happy!! ccuz didnt nid go for assembly marh. actually nothin much happened. except the fact tat thr was one english lesson whr we needed to go to th com lab. labs=sleepin pills=]michelle knows it best=] cos i laughed so happily and goofly that mrsn9 looked @ me and started smillling and i stopped laughin subsequently luh (duh). haha. ohyeah, and oso had bio. confused about the antigens and antibodies=[ then msr0z1 was lik: ok, example you are blood grp O to me. get th word EXAMPLE. then i was lik: how you noe? and all of us started laughing. it's ok if u dun get th joke. then on fri, my owner:xinyee(: came over and we started doin hw and playin around wlf names and laughing. hahaas, thax for the fun. yeah, so lata goin for tuition. saadd. haha but tinking about boys over flowers, all th 苦during tuition 都值得=]

to not seeing you everyday is starting to become a blissful thing for me... it's all your fault.

2009-06-21T19:48:00.000-07:00

finally i'm bak to bloggin=]=]=] keep going out these few days luh. how... all those hwhwhwhwhw. yuck yuck yuck. everyone tat reads tish post btr go to http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm heh heh to vote @ the poll on the bottom left hand corner of the pg for EXTENDING SCH HOLIDAYS!!! juz chionged my math in lik 2 dayz. *sweat* still left tat CHI DU HOU GAN!!! weird tat i leave tish to the end cuz i would usually do tat first during the hols=]=]=] probably LAZY to rd tat chim chim bk... oso left CHEM paper 1... here are the picz for dad's bdae/ makeup session=]=]/ and father's day celeb:::

jus went out to celeb. dad's bdae=]

@ Cafe Cartel-- dinner

the nice bread loaf =]

yay!!! photo taking session with the bdae 'boy'=]=]

the following photos are taken during i made CHOCOLATE HAZELNUT FRUIT CREPES 4 dad for his bdae cum father's day pressies:

the messy table=] looks exactly lik the scene i made during last yr's home econs practical=]=] take a look @ tish!! i placed marshmellows in the crepe and the WHOLE thing in the toaster for the choco to melt and the melted marshmellow OVERFLOWED-.- tat's y u get to c some rainbow coloured stuff on the foil=] which is supposed to look nicer but somehow it dried up=[

th- end product=]

went to attend tish makeup course by Shiseido last sat=] super c00l and fun=]=]=]

the make up 'equipments'=)

mum and i aftr the makeup course.

celeb. father's day @ Changi Airport=] placed our heads in the native deco. @ t3

so tat's about the end of my FANtastic holidays. SAD-.- cya guys in sch again!

a shooting star each nite reminds me of you-- i counted 10...

2009-06-07T18:19:00.000-07:00

jus went out to shops near people's park centre cuz according to my mum, thr were clothes thr tat suited my sis and i. i was prepared tat it would be hot thr so i wore a sleeveless outfit. but in the end, it didnt seem so bad (cuz even though i wore a sleeveless outfit thr and if tat place is hot, i would hve felt sticky. but i didnt=D). bought a sleeveless fluorescent starry top=D, 2 telephone wire cord rubber bands to tie my hair up. sis bought a rubberbandd with a soft and nice texture but wit a weird smell to tie her even longer hair up. then jus walk walk shop shop and saw nothing else so we went to OG. bought a giordano cheer you up file with a PINK smiley face on top. 2 for $2. then see see walk walk again. didnt buy ne thing else so left for snacks. thraftr went to CENTRAL saw a cosplay programme!! super nice, lurve their costume. my sis and i plannin to join one=D i would be a princess from an anime (cuz i noe whr to get the clothes from=D)and she would be a warrior or a baddie. cool eh? then will not mention wat we did thr lorr, AGAIN see see walk walk, no shop shop cuz stuff thr not suitable for us except tat light blue chifton blouse supposed to be quite suitable for my sis lehh. but she didnt lik it=D THE TRUTH: the blouse was actually quite auntish=P hahaa! finally had enough of goofyin and went back home. sad to remove my sleeveeless dress cuz i tot it was quite nice:(

[on th way to people's park centre]

in CENTRAL'S dizzy dizzy carpark. dizzy as in the car park required us to travel on a spiral slope up to reach the place whr we could park our cars. oops, i meant my dad's car=D so obviously i could not capture a proper image of my sis. tish was the first try, i tot it looked btr than the 2nd try:
cuz her glasses seems slanted in tish try=P

yeah!! the perfect shot!! anw, tish is take one for both of us=D quite blurry...
TAKE 2!!

yea, clearer and nicer=D

THE FOLLOWING RANDOM PICTURES MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN TO VIEW

UNLESS UNDER ADULT'S SUPERVISION!!!
cuz it is vry random?+P

hahaa!! the cheer you up file we bought. cute right?!!!!! sorry, over enthu, jus feelin too overly excited to CHEER YOU UP. hahahaha geddit? whoops, sorry, serious.
can you guess what this is?

giv you 5 sec!!
5
4
3
2
1
!
it's actually part of my (oh-so-sweet) sleeveless dress! =]

hahaha!!! 2 idiots frolicking in th dark. notice, they're stickin out their tongues and tryin to scare you! tat's why adults supervision is required and tat's why these picz may not be SUITABLE for children to view. if you're a children, btr close your eyes from tish picz onwards cuz things are gonna get scarier and SCARIER! MUAHAHAHAHA!

tish picz made me quite pissed cuz------- omg... jus realised that i was takin picz of LIONS!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! -calm down luh...- 'ok, m tryin now...' neway, JUS A REMINDER: XINYEE, MICHELLE AND LYE ZI YI-- DUN GET NE FUNNY IDEAS!!! cuz i took tish photo innocently.

-gives an innocent look now- ------cuz, i wanted to take ONLY THE COURTESY LIONS while my dad was driving (tish is totally obvious, judging from the poor quality picz), then some people walked right in front of them and blocked the entire view... neway, can still see the cute figurines right?=D short convo in the car (aftr i gave up on takin the photos and started to keep my hp) :
sis: a! jie, the people walk off le! quick, take!
- increasing atmosphere -
- starring off into space tryin to slowly digest wat she'd jus said -
me: wat th!!!
- started to hurry to click the cam button on hp -
- clicked it -
- adjusting my phone to get the best view of those lions -
in my head: 'yea!! i've done it!'
- started to adjust a lil' more of my phone -
slow mo: finger slowly movin to click the button to take the photo
car jerk
image of blurry lions and some PEOPLE (lucky, tish time walk past lerr)... >.<
CAR DROVE OFF!!!
me: ahhh! wat th...
- pissed feelin in head -
c, innocent tots in my head ya?

the fluorescent, starry, sleeveless top + a grey sleeveless top in it. to be more accurate, the logo on th grey top writes: TO BE A PRINCESS=D SO I GONNA BE ONE SOOOONNNN!=]

me, wearing the fluorescent, starry, sleeveless top=D

so tat's all folks, dad rushing me cuz he needs to use the com >.<

tata..

with passion, nothing cannot be possible...

2009-06-04T19:12:00.000-07:00

jus watched Dance, Subaru!on 3rd june wlf Esther. at amk hub. super nice...

the picz we took:
:

smilling @ Mos Burger- whr i was lik feelin super FULL tat day due to MUNCHING NUTS AND MORE NUTS in the cinema while watching Dance, Subaru! the satay or is it curry broad beans really rock...

hehheh... guess what i was lookin at=P

TADA! say cheers with ice-cream! hahas, can you guess which one's mine? the shorter one!! ice-cream's the only food i can eat faster than others

random change of arrangement of picz=] okay, i noe tish looks TOTALLY UNGLAM but i still gonna put it here=)

idk wat's up with the spacin bet. the lines.. anw, random picz of my sis and i:

ok... my face obviously looks enormous=]

yea, and so tat's the end. gonna go for CHOIR lata. TATA!=]

jus look up at and u'll know we're under the same stars

2009-06-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

gettin quite pissed off now.. cant blieve that the nokia comes with music programme will hve so much probs...
anw, had 2 day non- residential camp on 1st + 2nd june. super tired but oso funXP
1st june:
went to sch early in the morning tomake ic. make me feel so big=D then went to macs for breakfast @ first quite yummy one. but then aftr eating lik 3 HOT CAKES, DRINKING ONE CUP OF ICE MILO AND EATING ONE CHICKEN PATTY, i started to feel nauseous>.< -@ sch
reach sch. lucky not late lorr, cuz xinyee michelle lin yuan yu ting sharon and i went to ziyi's house. actually wanted to play thr but then when we reached thr already 12pm. and must reach sch at 1pm. no 12.50pm to be exact=]. so we jus stayed thr play cards and see see look look b4 rushing to sch to assemble for camp...
at first tot would be quite boring cuz trekkers used the same method to get us to listen up so quite bored and super low.. but xinyee was quite high and sort of cheered super loudly and tat sort of lifted my spirits up=P first activity was dog and bone=D quite fun and interesting. shall not mention on the blunder i made during the game. then had race against time, a game sort of lik rush hour(those kind). shall not mention everything, only the 3 most memorable ones to me tat r still kept stuck in my head=D REBIRTH: tat game is lik a super freaking game tat requires every grp member to get thru a hanging hula hoop without touching it or crossing over it! so obviously had to carry each other over it luh. omg... i was quite freaked out when being lifted up cuz afraid i would fall>.<
2nd june:
reached sch lik at 6.50 plus plus. slacked and toked with each other b4 assembling in parade sq. had breakfast=D yummy, nasi lemak lehh!! then gathered at basketball court and spotted someone tat had a huge resemblance to mrang=D quite freaky. the only difff is tat one carrying hula hoops, one carrying math book. suspected tat 2 are brothers. then on the way to yishun for activities, played wheel mania in the bus. and the mighty machine revealed tat bobby is not handsome. (notice my use of tenses:'is' =D) anw, got down and went for hike. whr we went around the whole yishun looking for ans to questions. leg pain... nxt played star wars. kanaed hit by water bombs but super fun=D cuz i lik getting wet for dunno wat reasons. then had dragon boating. at first was tinking how one could get so wet during dragon boating. in the end it was cuz we had a water war=D super fun but i wore contacts luh, kept closing my eyes while splashing the water at other grps=D hand super ache cuz used a lot of hand muscles. tink we came in 3rd in the race=D an achievement for a all gurls grp, apart from trainer=D in sch, went to change into my super extra larged size camp tee. it was light blue in colour with yellow letterings on front and back.. spent lik 15 mins jus getting to change into one tee=D amazing eh, cuz ziyi michelle xinyee and i were lik taking our own sweet time discussing how the camp tee looked lik a dress on us. and in the end i had to tuck it in>.< now, it's already lik thr 3rd day but i'm still hvin 'hangovers' from the camp, back aching and so on.. gonna rest=D

longing...

2009-05-26T02:30:00.000-07:00

Lol, today was like super boring.
LATEFORSCHOOL:
in the morning.. was like chionging down for fear that i would be late n in the end had to spend lik 10 mins waiting for XY they all to come down-.-
me: haiz, someone overslept huh... dunno dreaming of who until dont feel like waking up..
XY: ya ya, dreaming of u, dreaming of u.
lol:)
anw, we were super late n i was like bending my head down all the time when we sat in front of GO cuz vry long nvr late then all of a sudden feel vry ps.. then the best part is Mr Lee walk past and started giving XY that "whyareyoulateforschool?" look. n in reply XY gave him a "sian" look. n i did not give him any look cuz too busy looking down at the ground. (soinotherwordsiignoredhim(:)

then got peer evaluation><>

then i shall jus zoom into recess. todae was service learning day so yeah, canteen a lil' chaotic. i bought a jelly? (lookslikeitbut...idk...) yeah, n while trying to open it up i sort of spilled some juice onto ziyi's blouse. oops! ok, to be clearer, it was actually a GREEN juice. omg(: but lucky only some lah, cuz lata got photo taking(: not to mention, my blouse obviously oso kanaed some juice in the middle of my whole blouse. then went to get the appeal form from GO>.<>

nxt had chi.. super boring cuz only copy copy copy and copy more more n more corrections>.<
mich: be careful, dont fall of the steps
i n mich: the steps are yours
xy: thr, you learnt another lesson, pick yourself up aftr you fall
lol(:

thereaftr had phototaking session. at first tot our arrangement would enable us to stand with each other... then in the end tat person separate us. >.<>

yea, anw, went for lunch with xinyee n ziyi again n were like taking photos in KFC thraftr we sent ziyi off n i waas like: ziyi we will send u bak to your homeland now(: yeah, super funny n xy kept going LA tis and LA tat.. made me super afraid luh, cuz we were in tat area so lata he pop out bside us when xy shout LA. omg, cant imagine...

haiz, need check internet for 555 battery and some IC sort of thing for tomm NYP. will faint one...

i dunno if you notice me... i try to treat as if u are transparent but it does not work. how do i forget you. sometimes i feel that we have almost no fate with each other. we are just like 2 parallel lines, nvr crossing each other's path and nvr meeting each other in the universe even though we are so near, yet so far...

i dont wanna be like cinderella cuz i'll be my own prince...

2009-05-23T18:02:00.000-07:00

jus woke up... yawn-.- going to finish up my xiao shuo lata. then maybe goin watch 'happily ever after' =D nothing much to say anw.oh except for the fact that my posts has all become italic, which is weird. i think it's cuz i meddled too much with the template..
sometimes i think it's time i should let go... it's lik flying a kite that is rising higher and higher up into the sky, up till the point where it is gone... we come from different worlds, it's like you are the bird in the sky and i the fish in the water, unable to meet for the rest of our lives..

n i'll just let my fingers dance on the piano keys and forget about everything... including you.

2009-05-22T04:11:00.000-07:00

super xian... jus finished PRIZE GIVING CEREMONY performance. feeling serious now.. which is special cuz i'm lik so not serious in character all the while. i don't know what's got into me. imagining things that are not even happening, worrying about stuff that are unimportant. being unfriendly etc etc. behaving the way i did not use to be. anw, cheer up..

perhaps its lik the mye results being lik so crappish that results in my behaviour.

had sports day today b4 the PGC. i took part in the 4 X 100 relay n came in third. which sounds so gd but it's oso last...
some photos taken thr,

posing under the hot hot sun XD

with 1/2 a face blocked by XY

still posing under the hot hot sun

with bunny ears by MICHelle

yea, so it's really fun at NYJC stadium n yea, here comes my random mood again.

going facebook n blog hopping lata

no.. wait, mayb dinner first. ;)

relief

2009-05-15T01:52:00.000-07:00

ah hahaha!
super pissed!
cuz i added ******** then nvr being accepted!
ah hahaha!
xinyee, michelle, must learn from me ahh, i nvr use REAL name but u noe who riggghhhht?
btr than xinyee's: angge =D
n michelle's: gingerbread ang
hahahaha.. jkjk
chatting with xinyee on facebook now=D
super sad, cuz of wat i wrote for bio...
shall not elaborate on sad stuff..
super xian now...
'S' shape graph ahh, xinyee.
xinyee: “逃避不是办法”(jkjk)
anw, nxt wk choir prac.
must be early early cuz my 1st day @ work=D
nxt wk might get bak exam paper.
ARRGH!
MY PHY SURE GONE CASE.
sure kiked out from SA...
yea, tat's about all..
going to rd other pple's blog now with a relieved mind...
cuz exam is over!!!!!
题目一：这篇文章要表明的主要观点是什么？
答案：作者因考完试所以感觉很轻松。
分数：4/4 :)

can i have this dance?

2009-04-05T04:56:00.000-07:00

oh wow.. it's been such a LONG time since i managed to blog...
really tired now..

sometimes i really feel lik going to the beach to destress myself but no time...

speaking of such, i'll post the photos taken when i last went to the beach soon.
lazy to get it up on my blogg. -.-'''

exams comin soon..
gotta mug and burn the midnight soon.

feelin -ve now..
gonna have to connect myself to a +ve battery so i'd become +ve again.=D

oh yea!
pl visit www.pepsinogen.blogspot.com !
my fwens blogshop.
go support her.
sell quite nice clothes=D
from Taiwan de.
goin unnoticed is no help at all..

=D

2009-03-18T23:58:00.001-07:00

=D

2009-03-18T23:57:00.001-07:00

2009-03-18T23:52:00.000-07:00

jus changed my blog skin yesterday.
i tink it's quite nice cos it's unique n most importantly it's pretty n pink!
feelin a bit lame now so i tot i put some quotes i found.
quite meaningful right?
but dun get the wrong idea:)

tink my blog's a lil' boring tis few days
i tink i gonna put some pics.
ok, nothing much.
byee

now is now ^_^

2009-02-19T06:15:00.000-08:00

wat a nice title right=D
i jus finished math hw..
quite xian now..
but i'm gonna eat SOYJOY soon!
yippee!
there's CHOIR tomm..
i tink i gonna change for the beta n reaach choir
early tomm immediately aftr ssp.
having a thought to change for the beta is definitely a sign of maturity righht?
hvin more CHEMISTRY with CHEMISTRY now=P
a super gd sign..
hope i'll do beta for the nxt chem test!
wish me luk..
i'm gonna eat SOYJOY in lik 15mins time!
must print CIP proposal n hand it up to mdm lim tomo..
beta save it in time drive!
ok gonna sleep soon..
time now: 22.19
( blogger time is not accurate :D )

finallyyyyy!

2009-02-10T02:44:00.000-08:00

i'm soooooo happy!!!

u noe why???

cos the marathon tests r over!!! ^^

until now, aftr i finish my last paper, which is bio, i'm lik, WOW no more tests!!!!!!
super happy...
so can blogg, play com n watch tv
not to mention practicing piano larh..
my piano teacher keeps on emphasizing on my slips and missed notes while playing..
xian..
actually the problem with me is tat i dun rily bother too much about slips or missed notes cos i'm not even taking my practical yet wat...
okay, either she's meticulous or i'm careless
but i hve a meticulous character too...
so it's kinda confusing to decide whether she's meticulous or i'm careless..
(i hope it's not the latter=D)
anw, the tests were HORRIBLE!!
1.tooooooo lil' time to finish doing...
2.tooooo mani THINKING questions compared to last yr so of course u can't jus rush through while doing the questions... MUST THINK HARD HARD! ( but this is lik cms larh, seeing tat i'm sec 3 n goin take 'O' lvls nxt yr..)
silent SCREAMZ!'AHHH!'
okks.. tat was quite drama mama^_^
3.no time to checkkkkkkkkk! (which means tat if i made careless mistakes then too bad lorr:( )
.........................................................................................................................................................................
speaking about 'drama mama' ^_^,
i hve something to say bout itt=D
on mon we received bak our 华文测验
n my chi teacher was lik :"有一些人拿A1,something,something,something."
(wadeva=D i dun rem wat she said^^)
n as usual, i was lik making HUGE, ok, i said HUGE gestures to xinyee and yuting sitting bside n bhind me, to indicate tat they would be the ones gettin A1 n obviously i was gettin quite HIGH n my actions got more dramatic by the seconds.
so....
my chi teacher saw me n she was lik:"韦廷，你的动作很丰富。",
b4 giving me tat smile( =) ) of hers.
n obviously i was lik so embarrassed cos i thought she would jus ignore my actions...
didn't expect her to make comments bout my actions...
n xinyee was lik covering her mouth with her hand while laughin @ mii...
this is called幸灾乐祸!!
u noe or not=D
yeah..
i finish crapping lerr^_^
enjoy your day!

2009-01-09T20:44:00.000-08:00

wow, i can't imagine i've already passed one whole wk of sch!!! it's lik really tiring, wakey up at lik 6 plus in the morning.. okay, i noe i'm really fortunate already cos some peepo actually hve to wake up @ 5 plus cos their sch is lik really really far. okay anw, enough of crapping and i shall tell ya wat happened in the 1st wk... okay, the 1st day of sch was lik supa BORING and PAINFUL!!! cos we had tis supa supa long talk in the hall tat lasted for lik an hour or so and we had to sit on the hall floor for lik one hour or so too!!!! my legs were lik already 'numbing' away and thr were lik so mani speakers..... OUCH FOR MY LEGS!! so we groaned whenever a new speaker came up on stage to tok.. (quite rude larh, i noe. but wat else can u do when your leg is lik 'numbing' away and u can't do anything about itt except expressing the pain through your mouth?) so tat was quite horrible... i tink i would make a suggestion to the sch to suggest tat they shld shorten the talks or either hve the talks on diff. days cos the students' legs are really gonna break =D
for the nxt whole wk aftr tat day, we met our teachers and they told us their expectations, class rules and yada yada.... so i'm gonna end here cos i wan play facebook while waiting for piano lesson!!!! haa!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008-12-31T06:13:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow!!!
lik 2 hours lata would be 2009!!
wow wow wow!!!
okay, i noe i'm lik supa supa enthu!!!
(: (: (:
anyway, i wish all A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!
so i'll list out all the 'credits'! =D
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO:
1. mummy
2. daddy
3. sister jillian
4.aunty girlie
5. joy
6.claire
7.aunty verlyn
8.esther(sandy=D)
9. xinyee
10.haoyi
11.simin
12.elicia(mei)
13.yanyee
14.geannie
15.ennabel
16.huishan
17.delia
18.xuemin
19. amelia boey
20. jovy
21.xinhui
22.wenyan
23.kimberly
24.ah boy gor gor
25.gretel
26.leona
27.xinlei
28.charlotte
29.(secret)
may u all hve a happy 2009 new year!!! =D=D=D

2008-12-16T19:31:00.000-08:00

went out wlf ESTHER on 15th dec.
we went to TM n watched BOLT.
it was a super great movie!
sort of a motivational movie to tell us tat nt only when u hve superpowers will u b a hero =D cos doing something/sacrificing 4 others will oso make u a hero (LOL)
aftr movie we went to play arcade.
i bought a bdae pressie 4 my sis @ 77th strt (no harm writing it here now coss she al noes whr i bought her present ^^)
then u noe what we did nxt?!
we went to departmental stores n checked out all sorts of toys andd kiddie waterbottles they had thr.
there were spongebobs ones =D we wanted to buy them..
but too ex!
we even played our piano pieces on the kiddie piano they had thr!
made quite a racket =D
lucky no one came to scold us!
on the way bak, we took lots of photos

when we reached sengkang,

i went to esther's house.

we ate noodles n watched tv(:

oh! we oso ate chocolates n Famous Amos.

(pl dun drip your saliva all over your keyboard=D

your mum wil hve a hard time clearing itt(: )

then we went up to her room n played

BARBIE!

ok, so we were lik reviving our childhood memories(:

esther's barbies were lik all NAKED!!!!

except one of her fave barbie-- My Scene Doll

SHE WAS THE ONLY ONE TAT WORE CLOTHES!!!

ok whateva...

we played

BARBIE @ THE PROM

BARBIE @ THE CLUB

BARBIE @ THE WEDDING

=D hahahahaha

so we spent time dressing up all her barbie dolls so i would b more comfortable (;

(pardon my childishness) ( i would spare u all the details of how we played wwlf the barbies)

aftr tat my mom called esther's hp cos my hp was set to silent n she couldnt get to me.

so i had to go home @ once.

but onli aftr esther's barbie got married! =D

so we rushed their marriage n i went home aftr tat (:

merry x-mas!=D

2008-12-15T06:30:00.000-08:00

hi, coz now's the x-mas season, i've changed my blogskin to suit the x-mas spirit!=D as for my blog song, i've oso changed it to x-mas songs! hope u guys lik the changes i've made! after all, wat's btr than being in the jolly season mood?

snowcity/sentosa/home

2008-12-10T21:16:00.000-08:00

hi!(: i'm bak again. sry for lettin my blog bcome a dead one): coz these few dayz quite lazie to post a post. u noe la.. the holiday mood.. even stepping out of the house becomes a super chore for me! (dun let my mum hear tis) hehheh!
anyway, i was dragged out of my bed on 8 dec to accompany my sis n mother n father to SNOW CITY. ok, so since we were going to a place whr it's temp was lik -6.0++(!!!!!), i wore lik a long hoodie which was made of a quite thick material and long jeans. so we went thr, bought our tickets, entered the place and chose our boots, gloves and jackets( a lil' suggestion for the management(: it'll b beta if thick pants r provided too, coz the 'snowy' floor is lik super cold).

AND THEN WE WENT IN!!!!!

so we went in.. took some photos wlf the ice sculptures(quite nice(: artistically enough for my taste i shld sae) and then chose our 'floats' (otherwise known as butt protectors^^) b4 we slid down the 3 storey high slide. i linked arms wlf my sis b4 we were being pushed down the slide so that we would slide down together n @ the same pace. but halfway down the slide, the both of us leaned towards my sis's side so i sort of leaned against her(: then aftrtat my dad decided he would join us in the sliding down(: so he sat in the middle of us and the 3 of us linked arms as we slid down the slide. this time, we slid down faster and it was more fun too! but he didnt wanna play a second time cos he complained tat he felt cold during the waiting time for the slide. sad. then aftr a few more mins, we felt cold and went out of the ice chamber. nxt we had lunch @ tis korean restaurant called Snowon located @ the 2nd lvl of the Snow City. the food thr was much to my liking and i lurved the FREE ice cream!!! (guess i'm quite lik an aunty(:)

aftr lunch, we headed for the omni theatre as we wanted to watch Alps-- a doc. flim about a mountain. unfortunately, the show had al started n the nxt show was lik @ 5pm! so tat means we had to wait for around 2 hrs! my parents felt it was no pt waiting for the flim so we headed off to Sentosa! YEA!

@ Sentosa, my sis n i watched the 4D flim-- Pirates and watched the Extreme Log Ride @ the cineblast. Pirates was alright, quite entertaining and quite funny. but what we really liked was the log ride as it was much more thrilling!(: nxt, our whole family went for the Luge ride and we enjoyed it lots too(: aftr tat we had a quick bite @ Subway b4 we sat on the tram so tat we could go around Sentosa(: we stopped by @ Koufu for a late dinner and i had noodles. quite delicious(:

aftr tat we went bak home to watch tv! so it was quite an enjoyable day aftr all.

quiz time!

2008-11-19T17:25:00.000-08:00

wow! sure m i tired!!!
jus took many online quizes.
fun but oso tiring..
some of the things the results say bout me r true, but some r so not true!
ok anyway, here r the results n u may go to try it out yourself!

You Are a Purple Crayon

Your world is colored in dreamy, divine, and classy colors.
You hold yourself to a sky high standard, and you are always graceful.
People envy, idolize, and copy you without realizing it. You are an icon for those who know you.
And while it is hard to be a perfectionist, rest assured it's paying off!

Your color wheel opposite is yellow. While yellow people may be wise, they lack the manners and class needed to impress you.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorcrayonareyouquiz/">What Color Crayon Are You?

haha... tis is funny cos i'm not graceful @ all! ok.. mayb a lil'..

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

tis is shocking!! onli 4% of people hve my personality!!!

You Are Fairly Normal

You scored 55% normal on this quiz

Like most people you are normal in some ways...

But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!

Why You Are Normal:

If you had to, you rather live without music and still have laughter

You would rather be pale than tan

You think glasses can make someone more attractive

You prefer ruffled potato chips

When you're in a car, you prefer to be the driver

Why You Aren't Normal:

You would not eat meat from a cloned animal

You prefer your family to your friends

You don't keep up with your horoscope

You eat the cupcake first

You find the Chicken Dance to be the more embarrassing dance

What's Normal About You... And What's Not?

ok.. @ least i'm normal by 5%! ah hahaha!

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.

You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.

Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.

Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.

You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.

What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

tis is weird... i hve the characteristics of a HORSE! but m born in the year of DOG!! mayb it's jus fate...

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.

You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.

You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.

Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.

You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

aw.. all the things r true.. but i dun tink i wanna b a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

Beaded Cocktail Dress

Simple and sophisticated, this glam look is perfect for your high fashion style.

What's Your Prom Style?

wow.. the dress is not bad. quite cute(:

What Your Pink Umbrella Says About You

When faced with adversity, you respond with compassion.

Even if someone is making life difficult for you, you can't help but see things from their perspective.

You are emotionally in tune, and you are very sensitive to those around you.

You are able to give to those who need it most, even if they are difficult to deal with.

On a rainy day: you should offer to help someone who needs you

The Umbrella Test

You Are 24% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.

You are at low risk for having a borderline personality. It is unlikely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

yay! not abnormal!

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Fun

You are energetic, amusing, and always up for a good time.

Optimistic and genuinely happy, you help people see the sunny side of life.

And you're always up for a party... no matter how big or small.

You're usually the first one to celebrate a friend's success.

Anyone who's interesting or fun is welcome in you circle of friends.

You're not the type of person to exclude or make fun of someone who's a little different.

Your friends need you most when: They're down or depressed

You really can't be friends with: Anyone who's stuck up or chronically unhappy

Your friendship quote: "It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

yay!
ok anyway, go try the quiz out! it's REAL fun!!
CREDITS: THE WEBSITE OF THE QUIZES AND XINYEE

hongkong... HERE I COME!!

2008-11-09T04:32:00.000-08:00

the nxt morning, which is like on 10 nov, we'll b takin the plane to hongkong!!! yipeeeeee!!! i'm sure i'll miss u guys over here in S'pore. but nvr mind, cos i'll b bak in lik 7 days. so i'll get to c u guys soooonn! miss ya!(:
(ohh, n i've decided to make my posts as SHORT as possible so tat it'll b easier 4 peeople to read them ^^)

tiring...

2008-11-06T02:41:00.000-08:00

PHEW... ON TODAY, 6 NOV, I FINALLY FINISHED MY LIBRARY COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wow!! can't imagine i've even SURVIVED the looonnnnnngggggg gruelling hrs of the library programme... it's tiring. especially 4 the 1st 3 days>.< honestly, i dun noe y.. most likely it's cos 2nd n 3rd day we had prepare 4 the presentation. then 1st day had to listen to the library person conducting the lesson on "how to conduct a book club" (sleepy). n i couldn't stand sitting down 4 long hrs.. BUTT ACHE. ok, so today, we presented the presentation n it went great! allswells!
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confused

2008-11-06T02:37:00.000-08:00

so wat should i do?? i was finally chosen 4 TRIPLE SCI, the class of my choice but my mum said tat it's risky cos thr's onli 2 humanes!!!! lik so wat? if i dun lik humane, wat's the pt of taking 2 of it! frankly, i rather take 3hrs of sci then humane can... arrgh! so wat should i do? pl TAG if u hve any advice(: if nt, jus dun tag anything regarding tis topic.

SCREAMZ

2008-10-29T21:54:00.000-07:00

arrgh! i can't stand itt anymore!! i'm gonna BURST!!
yes! really burst! theory exam tis sat! n i'm still not quite rdy!!
tis few days gettin really pissed off-- burying my head in music notes..
gonna faint anytime..
tis few days whenever i turn my head in any directions, i'll c THEORY BOOKS-- THEORY EXAM PAPERS!! so u can c, it's really scary right?
anyway, lucckily thrs choir tomm!
it's quite a breather 4 me..
3 hrs for me to escape!!
haiz..
noow waiting 4 theory lesson which is lik 3hrs..
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
anyway aftr tis sat.. i'm gonna relax lik siao!
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so tis is the end of my post! thx 4 listening to me RANT ON AND ON! tis is also the shortest post (i think) in the history of all my posts. byebye. i'm gonna SCREAM lik Troy Bolton in his song-- SCREAM. AHHHHHHH!

lyrics for "I WANT IT ALL!"

2008-10-27T22:58:00.000-07:00

hihi! here r the lyrics to "I WANT IT ALL!" BY Sharpay N Ryan!
enjoy singing!

Sharpay: Imagine having everything we ever dreamed. Don't you want it?
Ryan: Maybe.
Sharpay: Can't you see it?
Ryan: Kind of.
Sharpay: Imagine first audtition after college I get the lead!
Ryan: A part for me?
S: Well of course!
R:(yeah right)
S: You gotta believe it!
R: (keep talkin')
S: You and I, all the fame
R: Sharpay and what's-his-name
S: Sound exciting?
R: Inviting.
S:Let's do it then!
R: (listening! )
S: Personal stylist, agent and a publicist
R: But where do I fit into this?
S: With you we can win!
R: win the part?
S: Think bigger!
R: Become superstars
S: (that's better)Don't you see thatBigger is better
And better is bigger
A little bit is never enough
No no no! Don't you want it all?
You want it, you know that you want it
The fame and the fortune and more! (You want it all! )
You want it, you know that you want it
You gotta have your star on the door
You want the world, nothing less
All the glam and the press
Only givin' you the bestreviews (say it! )
I want it all! I want it, I want it, (yeah) want it
My name in lights at Carnegie Hall
I want it all!
Sharpay: Can't you see it?
Ryan: Yeah!
Sharpay: They're gonna love me.
Ryan: Mhmm (clears throat)
Sharpay: I mean, us.
S: Red carpet, rose bouquets, crowd waiting backstage
R: I'm with her, don't stop me, I'm not the paparazzi
S: Invitations, standing ovations
R: Magazines
S: (yes please)Gotta be celebrities! Photographs, fan club, give the people what they love
S: Now you're excited
R: (I like it)
S: Let's do it then!
R: (yeah! )Times Square, jet setters, sequels pay betterNew York today, tomorrow the world!
R: Sold out shows!
S: (think bigger! )
R: And the Oscar goes to...
S: (that's better! )Don't you see thatBigger is betterAnd better is biggerA little bit is never enoughNo no no! I want it all! I want it, I want it, I want itThe fame and the fortune and more! I want it all! I want it, want it, want itI gotta have my star on the doorI want the world, nothing lessAll the glam and the pressOnly givin' you the best reviewsI want it all! I want it, want it, want itRadio, city Music HallWe want it all!
R: Here in the spotlight we shineLook at who we are
S: When Broadway knows your nameYou know that you're a star! Dance!
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I want it (I want it)I-I-I want it (I want it)I want itI want it (I want it)I-I-I-I want it (I want it all! )I want itI-I-I want it (want it)I want itI want itI-I-I-II WANT IT ALL! I want it, want it, want itThe fame and the fortune and more! I want it all! I want it, want it, want itI gotta have my star on the doorI want the world, nothing lessAll the glam and the pressOnly givin' me the best reviewsI want it all! (Paris! )All! (London! )All! (Rome! )Toronto! LA! Sydney! Buenos Aires! Tokyo! Moscow! Hollywood! NEW YORK CITY! We... Want... It (we want it)... All!

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/high_school_musical_3/i_want_it_all.html

b0ring...

2008-10-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

today, went to sch,

undergo a dance enrichment programme

conducted by a boy from NUS.

@ 1st i tot 'dance enrichment programme' would mean

that we would be taught how to dance... quite lame thinking, but tat's me.

the dance enrichment programme was jus about him teaching us the history of dances

and how it evolved into today's modern dance (something lik tat i think).

nxt, had tis anti-dengue exercise.

in my opinion, it was quite HORRIBLE

even though i knew we were doing tis 4 a gd cause.
we were suppose to collect flowerpot plates from the owners of the
households and exchange them for either mugs or towels n oso tel them that
they should put BTI insecticides in their roof gutters...
anyway, my fren n i only managed to exchange one flower pot plate 4 one towel..
n @ tat house whr we exchanged tat flower pot plate, thr lived a BIG BLACK DOG!!!
n it came out of the house immediately aftr we pressed the doorbell!
my fren n i got a shock! we were afraid of dogs.
actually, we pressed the doorbell, the gate opened, n the DOG came walking out!
luckily, the maid of tat house pulled the DOG by it's collar and came out to us, PULLING THE DOG!! i was lik "help..." in my heart, but of course i didn't show it n asked the maid
if she had any flower pot plates to exchange. she went into the house n finally came out,
holding a tiny flower pot plate in one hand, n the flyer we gave to her in another hand.
so the DOG jus followed her. HELP!!! anyway, we took the flower pot plate n gave her some advise on the roof gutter ( YEAH, RIGHT! ^^) n left.PHEW!!
aftr tat we walked allllllll the way back to sch......................................................................................................
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for about 45 mins........ AHHHHH! i tot thr was a bus to fetch us bak cos the bus fetched us thr.......................................................................................................
had lunch when we reached sch. nothing much to elaborate on tat unless u wan to noe wat i ate. can tag me if u want to noe.
then, go bak classroom slack somemore...
then got literature performance (hehe).
quite nice lah....
interesting (^^)!!!
then i went 4 some aesthetics rehearsal..
n went bak home and continue to SLACK!!!
YAY!

AFTRMATH!! ^^--(WHEEE!)

2008-10-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

ok, as the title goes, aftrmath.which means the aftrmath of my eoy exams!!! it jus ended! (obviously (:) finally the exams hve ended n i do not nid to spend my whole day n nite 'bu chi bu he di' study (ok, mayb not so serious lah). it's finally time to relax, let g0 n hve lots lots of fun! n of course i did tat lik immediately aftr my maths exam (my last paper!!!) ! heres what i did to lett down my hair (:.
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immediately aftr sch, aftr goin for the peer support briefing, aftr tokin crap(^^) wit xinyee while waiting for elicia, me n elicia walked to the busstop n took 135 to amk hub to PLAY PLAY PLAY!!!
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first, we went to check the cinema to c if there were any shows available on tat day. in the end, so sad, none shows were to our liking... n we couldn't watch house bunny cos elicia is watching it tomo wit her frens. so,, we went to eat pepper lunch. N THR'S ONLI ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE THE LUNCH! yeah! u guessed it correctly! the word is 'DELICIOUS'! as usual, i ate slower than elicia >.<> ^^
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neoprints (i've devoted a whole para to the neoprint part of our outing cos it's rily super!!) : elicia n i went to take neoprints @ tis machine @ amk's hub arcade ( X-zone) by the name of Jewella.lett me list some of the games's wonders : firstly, it's all in english!!! secondly, they teach u how to make a 'collage'! thirdly, the designs are rily spec. with lots of new patterns n designs!! n lastly, they allow u to infared thhe photos to your hp via infared!!!!!! c00l rite? i've nvr seen such a cool neoprint machine b4 (mayb u hve, n i'm jus out >.<) but anyway, here are some of the pics we took( we onli infared 2 pics cos thr is not enough time for more!). i'll jus show one of the pics :

here's the collage one ( actually mayb without the help of the machinee we would oso noe how to c8 a collage (: ) n it says 4eva together( if u cannot c wat is written on the neoprint).
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aftr takin neoprints n not to mention, aftr bein 'high' about the neoprints we took, we went to examine the capsule machines outside the arcade, oohing and aahing about the cute stuff in it. [: ok n aftr walkin around in amk hub, we went back to the arcade again... tis was the third time n we bothh agreed tat we had a lot of fate with 4th storey (: n guess wat?! we played the UFO catcher n i caught something!!!! a small yellow porcupine! i was over the moon cos it had been ages since i caught somethin.
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when it was nearing 5 o' clock, elicia said she had to go home cos she wanted to watch her 'yu le bai fen bai' ^^ so she asked me to walk her to the traffic light. i was reluctant. but still agreed. n it's a lucky thingg tat i agreed cos i met xinyee!! she also went to amk hub to watch house bunny (it's quite a pop. show eh? almost everyone's watching it). i met her n her frens @ subway n elicia, xinyee n her frens n i all went to the toilet [: then, elicia, xinyee n i bade gdbye to xinyee's frens n we walked elicia home on our way to amk hub library. while walking thr, she told me about the house bunny. to me, i think it's quite an interesting show, wit an interesting storyline. then, we borrowed books n waited for bus 88! ( BUS 88!)
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ok, u noe y? aftr playin @ the playground for a short while ( wit me keepin for a lookout for the bus constantly cos we had missed 3 88 buses the last time cos we were enjoyin ourselves too much on the playground. UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT?! -- 2 sec one gurlss...), we decided tat it would b beta to wait for the bus, sittin on the bus stop benches. umm n tis was cos i gave a really false alarm by mistaking 86 as 88, (cannot blame me leh! my degree so high! (: ) causing the both of us to rush to the buss stop lik mad women. so aftr tokin for quite a short while, i realised that somethin was not quite right cos thr seemed to b NO, NO, NOOOOO bus 88 comin to tat bus stop @ all!! so xinyee asked miie to check the bus listings n u can guess wat a scare i had when i saw tat thr was no bus 88 on the listings! so i told her " a! thr is no bus 88 leh!" so, we did wat a lost kid would do. i called my mum n she called her dad for help. aftr consulting in the 2 experts, we took bus 86 instead back home. so in conclu, we actually missed 2 86 buses also cos two 86 buses came b4 the bus we took!! aHH! n we missed the bus stop to alight too... wat a k00k right?! [; so we walked a loooooonnnnggg distance b4 we reached home... haiz... in conclu, it was actually a vry fun but tiring day. buuuuutttttt i enjoyed my selfs l00000ts!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!

m00ncAk3 festival

2008-09-15T02:47:00.000-07:00

hi again! jus posting bout last sat, 13/9/08. our sch had it's vry own mooncake festival celebration! c00l right? (: i reached sch lik 5.50 ++<>. ok, lik i was terribly late cos we were supposed to reach @ 5.30pm so i dashed my way thru the crowds n made my way to the sch hall whr EVERYBODY was seated! ok.. almost everybody. but 'heng!' they heven started yet cos onli start @ 6 mar. nxt we sung the school song n at 1st we sung quite loudly but the sound soon soften down a lil' (: then we watched the performance by CHINESE ORCHESTRA!! nicee.. they performed 2 songs, 青花瓷by JAY CHOU n another song (i 4got name). but personally, i preferred 清花瓷 more cos i heard it b4. nxt, aftr performances by our sch's vry own CLDDS, gu zheng club and last but not least, the alumni choir, we were released. BUT the fun did not stop!! most of the students went into the parade sq. whr they played with lanterns n light sticks(!!) ( my fren was craving bout the traditional paper lanterns but hey! i was filled with admiration aftr looking @ all the light sticks dangling from sch mates bags and wrists ( i guess i'm nt so into lanterns anymore ). ok, i did not hve tis fun but i represented my class by playing treasure hunt. we were 2nd!! while waiting 4 all the other grps to return, my grp members n i went to the art gallery whr my classmates n frens were doin a calligraphy demonstration !! (lik pr0s right? -- sitting in front of the tables and writting calligraphy words on paper) i asked my fren to help me write my chi name on a piece of paper n she helped me write it. aftr recieving the prize ( titbits n highlighters) my fren n i went to KFC 4 LATE dinner n while tokin, i laughed till i cried (well tat's quite typical actually -- i jus get so 激动n i cry). hope we were nt attracting the wrong attension anyway-- this woman nxt to us kept looking @ us ^^ 也许我笑得太疯了吧! ok, n we ate n toked n then took lrt bak, laughin lik mad women on the way... (typical of miie but not her ^^)

Keyboard prob?! / Piano exam

2008-09-05T22:13:00.000-07:00

Okay…so today is lik a super terrible day 4 moi~!Ya noe why?When I typed my blog e-mail in the blogger.com website, there was a really huge prob n I still couldn’t figure out why…..When I type the letter ‘C’ , the letter ‘J’ would come out!!! ARGGH!So guess what I did, I typed my e-mail n password ((:) somewhr else n then copy n paste it onto the e-mail n password box! TERRIBLE! N obviously now, I’m typing my blog in MICROSOFT WORD!! Okay I’m not sayin it’s rily bad to type your blog in MICROSOFT WORD, but it’s not really the perfect ambience 4 typing a blog entry RIGHHT?! Okay, so I’m quite pissed offed right now… not to mention tat I still hve to go 4 tuition @ 3.45 PM!
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ahem… sry 4 makin u all read my complaints… pl TAG in my TAGBOARD if u all noe the solution to tis problem… my main pt is tat sch is goin to reopen soon! It’s not rily soon but jus in 2 days time! I’m goin to go MAD soon.so I gonna tok bout my PIANO EXAM which has already passed lik 3 wks.. ( gonna get my results soon) okay, as usual, I was rily nervous when I reached the music school. (BELIEVE MOI! YOUR LEGS WOULD TREMBLE WHEN U R IN TAT SITUATION) so my mom n I walked around a few shops in circles 4 lik 3 times . When I played my scales, I asked 4 lik twice if I could play it again cos the previous one was nt done properly. N my examiner agreed. FIRST piece rily tremblingà gonna topple any time ^^ towards the end it started to stable a lil’. PHEW… SECOND piece à slow song… must hve a lot of FEELINGS (hehe,I’m nt so gd @ tat, but all turned well) THIRD pieceà JAZZY song <> when the exam ended, my examiner still told moi well done (Xinyee was shrieking when I told her tis, shrieking when a teacher came out of the staff room (:>
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okay now I gonna bathe n sing in the toilet so I might let u hear the recording in my nxt blog entry ^^ buai!

..>.<..

2008-08-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

hi people! (:
i'm like finally blogging aftr lik almost a mth.
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oh well
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my piano exam is comin up!
HEELLLP!
jus had piano lesson n thr were some amazing things tat happened :
1. though i didnt prac much of my scales, i did fine today
2.my 1st piece (i'm referring to Giga, the piece tat made me quite pissed off while prac. it) was well-done
3. my 3rd piece (Willie Wagglestick's Walkabout, which i had not prac 4 a wk was oso done nicely)

~ ok, i'm not sayin i'm gd ya noe (: ..
~ it's jus quite amazing

anyway, tis wk i had 3 test
tues: eng wed: maths thurs: lit
still left 3 more test to go.
( geog, chi, sci)

tmr's national day celebration 4 moi sch.
my CCA, choir, is performing.
ok... not rily lar..
we're leadin the upper sec stu. to sing the national day songs
n some other songs.

ok, i gotta sign off now.
(hey frens, continue reading my posts!)

teehee--> byebye

JACKP0T! -_-'''

2008-06-29T02:00:00.000-07:00

tis morning, went 4 tuition

wit my sis. okay, not in the

same class but same tuition

centre. yeah!

aftr tuition, went 2 timezone

to play. played percussion

drums. n u noe the chicken,

egg, n trash game. ok nvm.

we played it n @ the end, we

got the JACKPOT! i was

lik soooo shock cos i was

the one tat did it. jus pressed

the button, landed @ JACKPOT!

AAHHHHHHH!

quite exaggerating> ok,

actually i did a lil' estimation

2 estimate when the moving

circle would land on the JACKPOT,

but i estimate wrongly. so tats y i

was lik soooo shock when i g0ttA

JACKP0T!!!

came bak (jus happenedd

while i was writting tis post)

: my sis was lik eating

CORNFLAKES n her

wriggly t00th dropped

out. dun nid to find her sch

nurse. c00l. she put cotton

on top of her gum to stop the

blood frm flowing out.

so gd luk, n if u rily dun lik

the uncomfort of a SHAKY t00th,

u can eat some CORNFLAKES,

the t00th migHt r33ly drop 0ut.

(pl dun try tis-----> tis method

is NOT y3t certified by a DENTIST!!!

GO SEEK HELP FRM A DENTIST/

SCH NURSE IF U FIND A SHAKY

TOOTH!!! -_-"')

SYF OPENING CEREMONY RAWKS!!!!!!

2008-06-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

whew!
i sure m exxxxxxxxxxhausted!
BUT IT WENT RILY GREAT!
okay, i'm talkin bout the SYF opening ceremony ^^
the opening ceremony jus ended a day ago.
the process was rily tough, but fruitful.
lots of rehearsals n practices, but i'm sure all the choir members felt tat it was worth it to go 4 all the long hours of practices aftr hearing approving cheers from the crowd @ the SIS ytrday(especially aftr the song 绿光, whr we did a STAR formation)

the songs: pre-parade- WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER (high sch musical)
IN SYNERGY (theme song 4 this yrs SYF)

CELEBRATION (by the kool brothers, the calsberg ad.)
MUNEARU VALLIBAAR

parade- MALAY MEDLEY ( a mixture all the malay songs)
绿光 (by stephanie sun)

FINALE- IN SYNERGY (sung by shawn tok)

thee process:
heavy rehearsals @ different sec schs in the beginning, during the hols
even HEAVIER rehearsals @ SIS

thee end:
we rily enjoyed ourselves a lot!!!!!!!!!!!

at the end we threw our pom pom up HIGH, but i onli managed to catch one pom pom in the 2nd throw... ( dun noe whr the other one went to )

all 1n aLL,
i l0v3 the enthu atmosphere in the stadium!!!
SYF opening ceremony RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!!

2008-06-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

^^ :) :] [: :P
hiie!
Juz wanna say HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to ALL the DADDIES in the wh0le w0rld!!!!!
t'dae's fathers' day^^
my mom invited my maternal grandfather to our house for a dinner of steamboat.
they chatted.
around 4.30 pm sumone on the TV and i began watching it, doin my chi hw at the same time
i watched the TV frm 4.30 to 6.30
did my chi hw frm 6.30 to 7 while the news was being shown on the google box.
ate my dinner aftrtat n watched CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY on channel 5 aftr tat.
i watched it 4 1 hr 15 mins
ZOMG! can't blieve i watched TV 4 such a l000000000ng time t'dae!
ok any way, i'm goin to shut my eyes soon aftr giving my dad his fathers' day pressies.
haha!

E!Hub

2008-06-12T20:52:00.000-07:00

y'sterday we went out-- as in miie, weiling, Joy, Claire and our beauty mums, wii went out
to E!Hub.

okay, let me giv u a little background inf0 1st:

y'sterday morning, while playin audi, i felt a 2/4 pain permeating my inner body. since i was playin audi, obviously i ignored the pain and continued playing.
the pain disturbed miie when i was bathing and even when i was on the way to E!Hub.

It soon became quite unbearable (especially 4 a weakling lik me :>) when i reached E!Hub and i had fish soup 4 lunch. my super beauty mum soon went off and came bak wit my saviour-- Chinese tablets(4 stomach ache) and stomach oil. I took the tablets and by that time, i was feeling a lil' beta.

continue... after the bakground info...

we went to K-Box n sung our lungs out.
joy rocked the house wit her "yao tou wu" while she stood on the couch in the k room.
needless to say, the rest of us did the same too. (but i dun tink wi did it on the couch)
we sung songs n even duets by singers.
i liked joy's cute voice while she sung, and Claire's musically inclined voice.
4 the tan sisters, our voices sounded the same n it was quite diff. to tell who was singing
n who was not. we goofed up at times too.
my mum n aunty verlyn sung songs probably 流行at their time but not in ours.
not to mention tat my mum n i danced wildly while weiling n joy were singing a song<>.

aftr K-box, we drove to east coast park.
the women went 4 a cup of coffee while their offsprings(hahaha, i lik tis description)
went 4 a game of GOLF.
okok, not rily ADULT GOLF, we went to play the miniature golf at Liliputt,
whr each station was a designed in a way such tat is was a mini landmark of S'pore (i'm not rily
sure how to describe the place to ya, u'll hve to go thr to find 0ut more bout it) .
i did well at 1st, but soon lost out coz i took 29 strokes jus to putt the golf ball into the golf hole
@ the Changi Airport Station... Haiz... GRRRRR!
the winner was JOY. ^^

nxt, we went 4 dinner at ASTONS SPECIALITIES, found opp. Katong Mall(if u wanna go thr).
the cheapest meal costs only $6.50, n it includes 2 side dishes!
WOW rite? (erm not to mention the GST cost, but i'm sure it still costs less then $10 4 one pax)
during the dinner, my mum decided to bring us home early coz i wasn't
feelin very well. -.-

lastly, we played dog n bone n catching @ Katong Mall .
not to 4get tat we oso tried to imitate claire's YOGA POSES.
weiling the dancer did fine n was almost able to do every pose tat Claire showed to us.
Joy n i were not able to do as well though, probably coz of our age n the inflexibility of our body.
hehe.

finally, we 难分难舍地bade goodbye n left 4 home,
wlf the excitement stored in our heart 4 nxt fri's meeting...

The Best Damn Thing

2008-06-12T20:43:00.000-07:00

Hiie gals, this might b a little lamey.
But anyway, here r the lyrics to The Best Damn Thing by Avril Lavigne,
you can sing them when u visit moi blog.
S0... Enjoy!

Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door
Even though I told him yesterday and the day before
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab
And I have to pull my money out and that looks bad

Where are the hopes,
where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene

When do you think they'll finally see
That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Alright
Alright yeah

I hate it when a guy doesn't understand
Why a certain time of month I don't want to hold his hand
I hate it when they go out and we stay in
And they come home smelling like their ex-girlfriend

But I found my hopes I
found my dreams
My Cinderella story scene
Now everybody's gonna see

Give me an A, always give me what I want
Give me a V, be very very good to me
R, are you gonna treat me right
I, I can put up a fight
Give me an L, let me hear you scream loud

One two three four

Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

[ The Best Damn Thing Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

jus a daily routine :]

2008-06-11T01:33:00.000-07:00

hi gals... long time n0 c. aftr much lazing around n such, i finally felt lik posting n changing my blog skin.
but truly, i can't blieve it!
u noe wat?
the sch hols r ALMOST 0verrrrrrrr..
oh well, as the saying goes, there's always an end to everything. nothing can stay gold ('outsiders'). there is nvr eternity.

had been a busy holiday for miie, wlf choir prac, projects and lots of stuff n homework to catch up on... sometimes i feel tat thr is nvr an end to learnin... wonder when i can get a true break [frm learning of course :>]. ok nvr mind, i'm gonna sign off n write a new post. haha. bye.

FREAKY! --WOO HOO!

2008-03-11T01:25:00.000-07:00

Defination of a LEADER: a person who leads a group of people

The Sec 2 leadership camp that lasted for 3 day n 2 nites had finally came to an end yesterday morning at 9.45. Though it was a short camp, i had enjoyed it and found it a fruitful experience.

On the first day, after checking which group i was going to be in and who my team mates were, i lugged my luggage to my classroom. At around 7.35, the camp manager (someone in charge of the camp) came into our classroom and took our attendance. At the same time, she conducted a spotcheck on our bags to check if we brought prohibited items. After placing our bags in the parade square, my grp went to the carpark to gather. There, we created our grp name: FREAKY! , grp cheer and wrote down our objectives for the camp.

After lunch, we played games (i'll only be elaborating about those that i found interesting =>) such as the 'magic carpet', 'key punch', 'electric window'. For the 'magic carpet', our whole grp had to stand on a carpet(which had two diff. colour sides) with its orange side facing up, and turn the whole carpet such that we were standing on the blue side of the carpet. This was tricky as our grp was not suppose to stand outside the carpet while turning the carpet. However, we were lucky as our grp only had 18 ppl while the rest had more, and we soon completed the game.

After dinner, we created an item for the campfire(rox de lorr!) with another grp: Godfather(:>). After much discussing, we decided that our item was goin to b a modelling contest. Nxt, we played a game called 'Blind Man Trail'. This was interesting! Every member in our grp had to blindfold ourselves(except the first person in the row) and form a single line(like a toot toot train)and walk around the sch(only on the 1st n 2nd lvl) according to directions given by our instructor. This required much trust placed on each other.

On the second day, we had to do some tiring morning exercise(xian...) b4 going to eat our breakfast. After breakfast, we played SUPER exciting games n did SUPER exciting activities!

ABSEILING:

WOW! This was an exhilarating experience for me de lor. After fasterning the abseiling equipment onto my waist, wearing the safety helmet and the gloves, i got ready to slide down the rope(AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!).I CLIMBED TO THE THIRD STOREY OF MY SCH BUILDING AND OVER THE RAILINGS!!! AFTER THE PERSON-IN-CHARGE, HELPED ME TO ATTACH MY ABSEILING EQUIPMENT TO THE ROPE, I GOT RDY TO SLIDE DOWN!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! HALFWAY THE 'JOURNEY' DOWN, AT THE 2ND STOREY, I LOOKED DOWN!!!! OMG!!!! BIG MISTAKE!!! N OF COURSE WAS SHOCKED BY THE HEIGHT I WAS HANGING FROM (even though onli 2nd storey lor..), N I LOOKED SOMEWHERE ELSE! AFTER I REACHED THE BOTTOM, I REALISED THAT I HAD SPRAIN A LITTLE OF MY LEFT ARM MUSCLE COS I HOLD TOO TIGHTLY ON THE ROPE!!! Despite this, i enjoyed the abseiling (chuckles... my sis still sae: wah sprain still can type tis blog ah)!

THE GRAND FINALE: CAMPFIRE

Each grp were supposed to cheer.

HERES HOW MY GRP CHEER GO.

buddy we r here to show our cheer

to show u our cheer to rock the atmosphere

we've got Shakespears n Britney Spears

buddy we r here to show u our cheer cos

we wil we wil

kik ur butt make u fart

all the way to pizza hut

turn on the gas burn ur ass

go to police shout moless!

HOOOOOOO!

hahahahahhahaha! ( nt included in cheer hor.)

then each grp perform their item, my grp perform the modelling contest. hehe

at first my fren n i were supposed to b one of the models.

but we back out.

cos so paiseh...

anyway, the campfire rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

still got supper: curry puff n kuay

yummies...

Third day we got to do area cleaning.

( NOW THAT I TINK BOUT IT, I SHIVER)

our grp n another grp were assigned to the hall whr the boys slept..

u noe wat i saw?

a blue underwear

track pants

toilet paper

towel hanging on railing

some water on the floor...( might b u noe wat)

i confess: i did not even do nething

From this camp, i got to experience wat it was like to be independent and responsible.
Most imp. i got to noe new frens.

Sec 2 camp wan sui!

CNY: A TIME TO PARTY!

2008-02-08T05:25:00.001-08:00

after all the stressful nights of studying for the exams,
my exams r finally over n its time to relax n hve fun
during the new yr holidays! After our reunion dinner,
the cousins watched the last 3rd episode of Kinship.
Followed by a muvee acted by Andy Lau being aired on
Channel U. lastly, we watched 881. my cousins went
bak n soon we went bak.haha, n tats all for my
CNY PARTY!

signing off,
overwhelmed
by
nt
stressful
moments

20-12-2007

2007-12-21T21:53:00.000-08:00

w0ww0ww0w!

Today was my sis's b-dae and i myself being the planner for this party, organised her birthday party with my fren XL. I woke up in the morning n started to play audition after that, i had to let my dad use the com... So i started to deco the house by arrangin tables, pasting checklists 4 my guest on tables n so on...
The last thing i did b4 the party started was doin the finishing touch up 4 my sis muvee which was my pressies frm me to her. Then i wrapped her present n blowed ball00ns to deco the house...

--THE PARTY--

Yizhen came 1st followed by Joy and Claire.
We started on a game of Cluedo.
Oh well, sort of half-way through the game my sis other frens barged into the house. I was SH0CKED i hadn't rily expected them to be louder than i had expected.

After we had lunch, i started the party with an ICEBREAKER with help frm Aunty Verlyn. They introduced themselves then ate summore again.

Nxt we had PASS THE PARCEL. ZhongHan, Jia Min's Br0 won. But the prize was a handbag, so he got some marshmellows instead.

Nxt we played MARBLED. It was to use spoons to pass marbles to each of the grp members. JOY's grp won.

STRAW THE RUBBERBANDS was a little chaotic.
Oh well, my instructions were not clearr, and Aunty Verlyn's grp started 1st.
So on the 3rd time the game finally ended wit Aunty Verlyn's grp winnin.

FINDIN THE FRUITS was i think the m0st popular game of all the gamez. The players had 2 look 4 triangles hidden in the house except in the bedrooms. There was 2 tries as in the 1st try we hid the triangle in the sofa which sunk into the sofa... So of course it was not counted.
In the 2nd try my sis's grp won.

After that there was an free and eassy session.
We played audi in my parents room and went down to play basketball, water ball00ns n stuff.

After dinner we watched Secret n until the very end of the sh0w, all of my sis's fren went back.

The party was a success n i enjoyed it very much.

FREESTYLE

2007-12-13T22:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i went 2 my swimming lesson. This time with my sis onli as xl couldn't make it.
Even though, yesterday's lesson was onli an intensive training, i felt tat i did not rily enjoy learning swimming SERIOUSLY. Partly because my sis n i played vigorously one hour before our swimming lesson and partly because i did not have the body of a sportswoman.

FREESTYLE. freestyle was taught at yesterday's lesson. i had lots of problem turning my head
the right way successfully in the water n nidded lots of help from my swimmin instructor. To my horror, my sister, the sort of expert, was swimming around the swimming pool like a fish in the water.

We learnt a little of back stroke too. First by lying on the kick board.

Maybe the next lesson, i would have more fun in the swimming pool compared to yesterdays.
Hope for the best! :P

mIxTuR3S

2007-12-11T06:15:00.000-08:00

Today, xl, me n my sis when swimmin.
We arrived earlier then 4 pm but had lots of probs wit the lockers at the swimming poolz. in total, we wasted a truly remarkable 60 cents on the lockers...
After our locker probz had been s0lved, we went 2 look 4 our swimmin instructor n we found him at the lifeguard room at an early timin cl0se 2 4.30 whil3 it was rainin. he asked us 2 wait 4 him by the p00l so we played 205. then at 4.55, he had 2 leave 4 his duty s0 we played in the 1m p00l n the kiddie p00l by ourselves wit the kick boards he lent us. It was truly a fun dae, wit a mixture of hurrying n a little frustrated and l0ts of fun!

>"<

2007-12-08T05:02:00.000-08:00

b4 i start , welcum 2 my blog.

cos its the first time i start bloggin in my new blog,
i tink i'll start off saying more in my nxt p0st.. >"<

newayz, thx 4 viewin! :P